well fuck

Even then at around 50 hours

it was that bad

I got bored of duck game

lol

>100 hours in WarFrame

and started playing on autopilot with friends to waste time

50 hours in duck game

because i had nothing better tod o

how

I'm off m8s, passing out here

later

bai bai

Night

did the same thing with warframe tbh

Night comfy

Sometimes I wake up and think

I could read a book or study

But I can't concentrate

I might try to shorten my backlog

adhd

but no game is fun

Sometimes I wake up and think.....for a solid four hours contemplating impermanence and the state of the human soul

I wish I found joy in gaming like when I discovered world of warcraft when I was about 6

are you 12

but $15 short this month and it's still pretty fucking boring

end me

no

When I wake up to comtenplate life, I just masturbate to whatever I please and that shuts me up.

Wake, bake, 2tabs, one shot. Out of commision till noon.

tabs and shot of what?

chink piss

kek

My hobby lately is just listening to shitty music

Tabs of lysergicdymethelyne ripoff chemicals and a shot of vodka

while occasionally getting high

but it makes me feel like an useless piece of shit tbh

gaming atleast keeps me out of my mind for long enough to not think about it

I was prescribed dxm for a while

old Panasonic earbuds kicking the bucket in the right driver

it was kind of surreal for a while