I had a dream I was raped by a morphed Simpsons. It made me cry and I was traumatized the whole day. Never seen the Simpsons or anything scary the night before.

When I was younger I was tortured by mind mind in the dark

I never got sleep

I stayed awake in utter fear

Even with all the lights on

I dont even remember what I was afraid of

Sprits talked to me when I was seven

Some of the things they said to me was true

Others haven't happened yet

earth not flat

:^)

I was so cornered and scared

It was just voices

I never had a spirit encounter

Kind of like the movies where the characters had voices whispering in their ear but they can't see anything

I mean

Sometimes I hear somebody talking

Just this morning I heard someone talking in my room

But it's nothing supernatural lol

whatever you say

But these were things I never heard of

Like flicking me off

My parents cursing at me and my sisters

They guy was speaking German and Portuguese

I never heard of these words till that day

They said my family hated me and I was going to be alone

That my mom was gonna flip me off and call me a piece of s--t

demons love when you come up with a physical or psychological explanation for them, buries their suggestions in the subconscious where your conscious mind doesn’t consider them

I was traumatized I didn't know what any of it meant but it was so viciously presented to me

The very thought of me being tortured by supernatural beings is absurd

That's the only spiritual encounter I think I have seen happened

Especially considering much of it stopped when I became atheist

Seemingly coincidentally

I might have seen spirits at some point by I usually shake it off and blame my vision

of course they’d say that, they hate us. even when they’re being generous, its just a monkey’s paw to set you up for a fall

i see them move in the corner of my eye sometimes

I've seen God's work pay off for me

Once I woke up in the middle of the night with what I can only explain was a seizure

Find no reason to leave

Idk why but I felt the urge to wake up and walk downstairs

a few years ago it would have driven me insane, now that i know what they are, and that they have to play by rules, i can accept them as part of reality and it doesn’t scare me. its the unknown that causes fear