no drinky for a while for me

@Ricky Beanbag Texas is fucking based

Real man live there

sure as shit is

i love it here

you still conflicted on Texas v Louisiana Ricky?

Ricky Sober is awesome Ricky

some days yeah

Also im really happy you're not drinking :)

when im drunk i dont know what im thinking

im all over the place

the liqour talks i dont

did u go to detox center again beanz?

nope did it at home

fuck i think i started tuesday

His Family is Here with Ricky

i got back from louisiana monday morning

so i drank that day

so yeah tuesday i started

today i officially feel better

Maybe you should try Kratom

to beat addiction

nah tbh i might start smoking weed again

so i dont need all this goddamn medicine

and to stop dreaming

you need to dream

fuck that

not the way i do

you need to get that out of your system

it is teaching you something

id rather just stay awake forever

I had a dream the other day

where shit was falling everywhere

like buildings collapsing.

and i was trying to dodge everything lmao

dreaming is a coping mechinism that is natural to prepare you for things

you really need that

REM

not if its repetitve shit all the time

You have to learn to interact there and change the narritive

I have