hopes i will socialize and do raids again

i'm down to just do nothing, but he is paying so i said fuck it, give it a month

well, you may be good at that

rust is good

play. see what you can learn

never liked the 'feel' of rust, just felt off to me

rust is natural

only played bits and pieces of it from a few years ago

but it looks really fun

played ff14 and EvE, liked them better

stay with me

tf2 is fun

team fortress 2 was fun until all classes got universal weapons/kits, then its a free for all

and minecraft

TFC is where its at

the first one

"we need a demo to take out the sentry" "sorry, im melee only demo"

people really say that\

caused me to quit

how on earth is tf2 still alive

because of me

i feel sorry your dev team has neglected you

i miss my weed already ( .__.)

how long have you been smoking

2016

i started in 2016 too but gave it up cold turkey about a month after i started. haven't had cravings since but it does make life actually enjoyable

>when weed is the only thing that you look forward to and brings you happiness

I've been craving it more lately since I've been feeling more flat

vidya and jerking off don't give me serotonin anymore and I would have gotten my weed card by now if I didn't plan on joining the military

I got prescribed an ssri since I've been trying to stay dependence free after I quit drinking, almost 160 days in so I had to try something

I have been hooked to opiates in the past and ever since I quit drinking I've been craving them more than I have in years

My best friend has been using SSRIs for a while now and recommended I take them but meh

drank heavy for 4 years, like a liter of vodka a day. Quit cold turkey when it wasn't fun anymore, just lost interest and had no desire for more.

smokes for 3 years, used chantex, was hard but doable.

my parents were heavy drunks and that's kept me off the sauce thankfully

ran in both sides of my family

only real goal i have is to be better than those who raised me and drinking would fuck that up

apathy is a real bitch tho

"Solitude is a hard won ally"

I'm at the casino

i really wish i didn't just google that...