Being able to free yourself from your impulses is the most liberating feeling imo

Yee

I still struggle with jerking it but I have way more control than I used to

There are people out there who are literal impulse slaves

@Alabama Gamer

That's not jerk off material, that's fantasize about our life together material @Deleted User

@Alabama Gamer exactly

She's Italian

It's worse when being raised culturally Shia because weak material legalisms really push you to that dopamine until you crash and feel the full consequences

I feel like I'm failing sometimes but then I see other people my age

Yeah

And I realize that I'm in the top 10% by basically doing nothing

It's still important to strive for better though

I always do

My big wake up call was when I fully atomized myself in Santa Barbara and realized how much I hated that lifestyle

While we're probably doing better than alot of our peers our lifestyles are still not what God intended

I never got any coochie and felt embarrassed first. Now I understand Elliot did nothing wrong.

Elliot was a degenerate autist

Elliot valued pussy more than God

Actually personifies a big problem with society

And yes, I saw the Isla Vista aftermath firsthand. Elliot destroyed their urge to party, containing their rampant hedonism. It was then I realized there is a greater purpose than carnal pleasure.

I have never made out with a girl, smoked anything, or had a drink

And I don't really have a problem with that

I've had a drink but never been drunk

I don't want to be drunk

At first I thought he made everyone miserable, but all he did was reveal how miserable we actually are. / My stomach doesn't take alcohol well so I've never been drunk beyond a sip or two.

The party lifestyle is meaningless at the end of the day

My family showed me that

There's nothing gained and alot losed

My dad used to do that all the time

Then he went cold turkey and his life improved 300%

My sister is 7 years older than me so as a kid I saw her throwing her life away partying

It really was a wake-up call for me

My dad smoked and drank then quit and then he got married.

@AlGoreRhythm she's probably getting blacked

She's alone now

I was born because he quit

@AlGoreRhythm but she probably already got blacked

@TorgoForever basrd

28, living in the basement at least she has a job

Based