YEah...

I'm not happy

Yea it probably is man

frankly i'm never happy

That was after... columbine

in like 1999

I was what? 10 years old?

the teacher regularly abused me and force fed me onion powder mixed with water

so i said i wanted to kill her

and *I* got in trouble

they didnt

dispite treating me LIKE AN ANIMAL there

What state do you live in

NJ

Oh New Jersey

yes

That sounds absolutely terrible

^

If I was down south

no one woulda thought twice

this is why i'm so fuckd up

and mentally unstable

if i grew up down south

i woulda fucking turned out fully masculine

and not insane

I think you have a false idea of what masculinity is

It doesn't exist as it's a man made concept.

To me it's stucking up for yourseelf no matter what

and speaking the truth dispite odds

and not being "passive" at all

You're you, but if you want to identify yourself as very male then that's fine.

well it doesnt help the fucking college I was in

tried to push this "genderfluid" shit onto me

What did you major in

saying I had masculine and feminine patterns in my brain

writing

i used to write professionally

What do you write about

cyberpunk shit

fanfiction

future wars