and my parents dont realize worrying about me and keeping me on a leash

makes my self esteeem vanish

yeah

Well you can thank my parents

They kept putting me on ritalin and other shit as a kid

cause i wouldnt sit still in class

if i grew up 10 years earlier

none of this woulda happened

they said I was "violent" and "evil" cause i liked guns and military shit

after columbine

I'd rather thank capitalism for providing it's citizens without the necessary help that the handicapped, whether physically or mentally require.

so the school suggested "i be put into a mental ward" to "make me peaceful"

cause appairently being a masculine patriot with an interest in guns... is bad

YEah...

I'm not happy

Yea it probably is man

frankly i'm never happy

That was after... columbine

in like 1999

I was what? 10 years old?

the teacher regularly abused me and force fed me onion powder mixed with water

so i said i wanted to kill her

and *I* got in trouble

they didnt

dispite treating me LIKE AN ANIMAL there

What state do you live in

NJ

Oh New Jersey

yes

That sounds absolutely terrible

^

If I was down south

no one woulda thought twice

this is why i'm so fuckd up

and mentally unstable

if i grew up down south

i woulda fucking turned out fully masculine

and not insane

I think you have a false idea of what masculinity is

It doesn't exist as it's a man made concept.

To me it's stucking up for yourseelf no matter what