Message from @Xiyilqa

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2019-08-04 06:00:08 UTC  

my brain and thoughts?

2019-08-04 06:00:22 UTC  

what is useless Jesus

2019-08-04 06:00:37 UTC  

The sugar.

2019-08-04 06:00:42 UTC  

Because as far as I am aware.. you learn from everything

2019-08-04 06:00:48 UTC  

Ye

2019-08-04 06:00:50 UTC  

the sugar sometimes

2019-08-04 06:00:52 UTC  

Agreed.

2019-08-04 06:00:56 UTC  

but we need it

2019-08-04 06:00:59 UTC  

Until you do not.

2019-08-04 06:01:03 UTC  

we need fat too

2019-08-04 06:01:12 UTC  

for our brains

2019-08-04 06:01:23 UTC  

i know that sounds strange

2019-08-04 06:01:25 UTC  

Relavent observations

2019-08-04 06:02:14 UTC  

Is it depression- or existentialism?

2019-08-04 06:02:33 UTC  

or is it both

2019-08-04 06:03:04 UTC  

Ive had these thoughts since I was 9. When the internet first came out it was a savior to me in the 90s

2019-08-04 06:03:18 UTC  

i grew up real strict Catholic

2019-08-04 06:03:20 UTC  

[/^planetary population¬ cultural egotists ()
intrinsically bankrupt-suffering from capitalism
resulting; in the miasma of existentialism.°\]

2019-08-04 06:03:39 UTC  

I am not suffering anything from capitalism

2019-08-04 06:04:00 UTC  

I suffer bc of my own chemical imbalance, genetics, and shit in my life

2019-08-04 06:04:09 UTC  

I see.

2019-08-04 06:04:25 UTC  

How can you be so certain?

2019-08-04 06:05:35 UTC  

Because I was given every fucking opportunity when I got here and I squandered it and chose to join the military for 10 years afterward to pay for my college and a new chance in life

2019-08-04 06:05:56 UTC  

It wasn't the system

2019-08-04 06:06:15 UTC  

it was Individuals

2019-08-04 06:06:40 UTC  

You think I was a firefighter for 6 years without any sexism or racism?

2019-08-04 06:06:45 UTC  

Undetermined probabilities. (Individuals)

2019-08-04 06:06:55 UTC  

you dont know that about me bc im new but I was

2019-08-04 06:07:24 UTC  

I have worked in male dominated fields my life

2019-08-04 06:07:47 UTC  

its not the systems its the individuals who ruin it

2019-08-04 06:08:31 UTC  

This is from firefighting to becoming a Biologist to working in Biomed science

2019-08-04 06:08:41 UTC  

The individuals who operate the system = create the system.

2019-08-04 06:08:51 UTC  

good fkn point

2019-08-04 06:08:53 UTC  

Back to individuals.

2019-08-04 06:09:08 UTC  

Start again. (:

2019-08-04 06:09:11 UTC  

But the system gave me every oppportunity

2019-08-04 06:10:22 UTC  

Same with my brother. Worked hard.. very hard. But graduated with honors from Harvard in public policy

2019-08-04 06:10:41 UTC  

I know Harvard may be a joke now but it was reputable at some point

2019-08-04 06:11:11 UTC  

Ivy league fluffiness.

2019-08-04 06:11:36 UTC  

What I disagree with is it is quite clear this is rich vs poor. SES vs SES

2019-08-04 06:11:58 UTC  

which is what we are being distracted from