For me its quite depressing and so is my life lol so breaks are a huge welcome

yes

You don't think some things are distractions?

From our real purpose?

I reside, in rabbit holes.

If I feel as if my brain is going to explode¬ I watch reality television.

In other words yes my life is that shit that I regularly go online and debate people and have become a fanatic of what the hell is going on her

here

Akin, to drinking a Pepsi is you are low on sugar.

What the hell indeed.

Meanwhile the Pepsi does nothing nutritional for you

just the sugar

So- useless?

Until it is not.

what life?

my brain and thoughts?

what is useless Jesus

The sugar.

Because as far as I am aware.. you learn from everything

Ye

the sugar sometimes

Agreed.

but we need it

Until you do not.

we need fat too

for our brains

i know that sounds strange

Relavent observations

Is it depression- or existentialism?

or is it both

Ive had these thoughts since I was 9. When the internet first came out it was a savior to me in the 90s

i grew up real strict Catholic

[/^planetary population¬ cultural egotists ()
intrinsically bankrupt-suffering from capitalism
resulting; in the miasma of existentialism.°\]

I am not suffering anything from capitalism

I suffer bc of my own chemical imbalance, genetics, and shit in my life

I see.

How can you be so certain?

Because I was given every fucking opportunity when I got here and I squandered it and chose to join the military for 10 years afterward to pay for my college and a new chance in life

It wasn't the system

it was Individuals

You think I was a firefighter for 6 years without any sexism or racism?

Undetermined probabilities. (Individuals)