and I didn't give anybody in medicine bad treatment ever until I learned I had to or I would not be respected

understand, I don't have anything against you

I expected, "wow, I will be surrounded only by educated professionals united in common cause! I am out of the shit!"

its a trust thing i guess then?

and then just take more petty abuse from retards who don't even know me

and I just started being mean as fuck at the slightest provocation again

I wonder now if you invite it?

and now people assume I am smart and capable

@Deleted User 57835c2c

you up for taking an aspie test?

I'm curious

this isn't aspergers dude

@Deleted User 57835c2c don't do it

it may not be, I just thought it's worth a look

I could do it, not super inclined, but I already test negative

we may find something interesting

Read this instead: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Androcles

okay I'll link it

the reality is I'm an extremely sensitive person

and I am mad as fuck all the time at how other people act

completely unconscientious, abrasive, needlessly aggressive

You need to learn humility now

no

it's the only way

Above all else

the only way is love

I need to learn to subjugate retards now

well, not learn, I just need to always do it

even if the retards outrank me

do it anyway

you will only be doubling down on your resentments

with that attitude

but people are afraid of me

the way out is to bend the knee

what does it help

@fallot send the test to me

that people are afraid of you

it doesn't improve you as a person

it doesn't help you get over anything

yes it does

it just worsens the wound