I basically feel an intensity and frequency of hatred and sadness that would crush most people

my eyes look so dead

but nobody gives a shit, at all, ever

comparing yourself to others all the time?

and that just pisses me off even more

it's no way to live

it sounds like death

I notice nobody empathizes with me in the slightest and it just makes me even more angry and aggressive, it makes me want to go out of my way to be a dick to them

the thing about that is

that's why earlier the yarfy furry thing was funny as hell to me

it was a WMD of interpersonal cruelty

why should anyone empathize, when you come at them fangs out

who do you empathize with?

my friends

I'm here now, and I care, though I don't really know the situation

I want you to be the best person you can be

i emphathized with yarfy

nah i dont. but im a lurker here

you have a good heart

somewhere

I have an extremely good heart, that is why I can follow such strict moral standards

it's pretty lame that yall and yarfy don't like each other despite barely knowing the other side

but I have taken a lot of shit in life, and I am extremely angry about it

I don't like or dislike yarfy

I don't know him, just one detail about him

both the people that did it, and the fact that people who did the sorts of things to me that made me this way are even allowed to keep existing

I'm sure he's a nice guy

I am not even as bad as I once was

I'd love to talk to him

I am a nice guy now

but he didn't say much

I guess that's accurate @Deleted User 57835c2c , I remember not being able to tolerate you a couple of years ago

when I was a teenager I once yelled at a lady in walmart for pushing some old lady in a wheelchair and getting in my way

I just yelled "TAKE YOUR HUMAN REFUSE ELSEWHERE"

and she looked at me with this 😮 face

was she white

good instincts

I don't even remember, I was just so angry

but there have been a lot of things like that in my life

that's one of a loooong list of stories

I am never mean to people close to me though