my antipathy ironically stems from self improvement

ugh

you're becoming a vampire

no seriously, hear me out

sure

but I can already see the future, the near future

say what you have said a million times

I'll hear you out

"the more I improve myself, the more normal retards hate me/I hate them"

what variation will we see today

neither

the better I get, the further the gap is, the more revolting they become

maybe partly the latter

THATS EXACTLY THE SAME

I used to like people a lot, then the gap got too wide

this is delusional thinking

its fake

it's not though

it is

it just is!

my IRL credentials are not fake

its not even limited to you

its classic narcissism

credentials dont matter

no wait

I cant do this

IRL I am muscular, successful, attractive, all kinds of stuff going for me

there is no point

I eat only health food and have a ton of self discipline

I have a lot of talents

I literally am basically at the top of human quality

but you aren't a human

so all of that is meaningless

a lot of times that's how I feel

but as usual you do not even believe that, much less acknowledge the suffering that comes with that

then you wonder why you can't get through to me

you are unwilling to consider my perspective as real to me, no shit you can't get through to me

shut up

I'm already through

there is nothing to tell you, that's why its annoying

you see my genuine self image and view of the world and it triggers you so you can never establish connection