and are a twisted shell of a person

And why is that?

that is because you have disconnected yourself from him

How?

by your own choice, you choose to see the events of your life as an imposition of suffering rather than a test for you

to see existence as a burden

rather than a blessing

so fundamentally you are opposed to god

See, that's bullshit.

okay

If it's a test, I failed.

So, why create me at all?

If I'm only going to fail the test.

what do you know about failing or passing though

And I didn't *choose* to fail. It just happened.

I know lots about failure.

My entire life is a failure.

Everything about me is terrible.

no, it's obvious you in particular as opposed to other people did make a choice

and make that choice all the time

How so?

you double down on your state at all times

And how was that choice not forced?

Because of my mental condition?

Or do you not believe in mental illness?

So again: Why create me at all?

If I'm only going to be like this?

I do believe in mental illness, but you don't have any that would interfere

How do you know that?

psychic

Does hearing voices don't count?

*not count?

hearing voices wouldn't count yes

Why not?

How would that make me able to choose effectively?

I don't like this question game

it's vampiric

Of course you don't. It shows you how full of shit you are.

sure, sure

Sure.

Sure.