Message from @The Enlightened Shepherd
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it would
because at least i will have wasted less time
I am 100% sure of that
you'd make money now
you could invest it
at least after 2 years i can quit and say i got at least something going
other than 2 years of bourgeoisie subjects, average joes, boring books and pretending i care about international border laws or EU
normal retards have no idea how money works at all
I don't need to be different but I am effectively different because everyone around me hates their job and spends their money on fast food and cable tv
no amount of wage can compensate me for the ugliness and existential misery of this world
haha
we basically live in the metal gear universe now
consider this even
this is a country of 600k people
in even such a small place
we have at least thousands of people who are consdiered super-duper "qualified"
i can scan their entire life and find nothing exceptional
not only in material matters
but their life isn't enjoyable at all thanks to their qualifications, nor do they produce anything
they are just another guy with a job to do for somebody else
it's better not to invest yourself in these matters, and even if you do something merely to get paid, at least you remain detached
for let's face it, the only really and in it's substance dignified and enjoyable work is the one that nobody gives you a paycheck for
yes
in today's world adult working life means being deprived of all dignity, personal agency or self expression in even the slightest matters
I am starting to hate the shit out of psychiatry
they talk as if depression is a brain disorder, not a natural reaction to the world as it presents itself
"it's a brain disorder where you don't have enough serotonin lol"
do you live in a big city
horrible experience of life with no hope for the future->fucking magnets->magical decrease in serotonin->pill fixes it
yes
a hive
yuck
dalit hive
I am in a small town for the first time and it's a world of difference
well yeah you live on the scale people were meant to live
we are moving right now and we have to be home so dalits can come into our place and look at it
yeah. it feels that way. I have plans to move back to a city in a year or two but I'm trying to slither out of it. after a year of walking to work I can't imagine getting in a car and joining the freeway of ants
it's funny how a long commute --> magnets --> no seratonin
yes
hellish life->???->omg brain chemicals 😦
maybe, just maybe, we are people and this is an unacceptable way to live