well, in the next year will be a good time to seriously explore what I want to do with all the charisma I've been given

because soon I will have all the time in the world to make use of it

That's why I've been egging you to join that server.

Nester, I really am willing to set most of our past aside

The world gives you every reason to feel hopeless and miserable.

I want to see atleast this one good thing coming to fruition.

apparently, if you have good public speaking skills you can get away with gassing jews. school told me so

what is the source of my misery, nester?

That's too heavy a subject, don't feel like engaging now in my casual mood.

I'm tempted to rejoin the IRC

its probably lonely, having to compensate constantly for the failings of your lessers

especially @Nester

"the IRC" ?

yes, #heavy

lol

Yeah, we've moved to discord

It's still around, but it's a relic.

Kept around out of sentimentality.

@BlacklistedEvola yes, that unfortunately is the reality

We're all lessers next to Exilarch @BlacklistedEvola

i sense it with my ignorant intuition

like I don't mean to be a dick about it but I really am on the far end of human performance

bitch you dont even have a job yet

no, I just have investments paying for stuff at a modest rate instead

you're probably like 10 years away from being worth a damn

I mean... well, what do you do?

I would appreciate it if you didn't address him with these terms, @BlacklistedEvola

"bitch"

Know your place.

I'm actually well ahead of my peers in terms of actual clinical performance

I mean there's no way to prove that here of course, you'd have to take it on faith

like... this is what I want you to understand though... I do not mean it maliciously, but I am basically genetic royalty

and just casually describing my life makes most people rage out and call me narcissistic

What good is it that your genetic royalty if you don't have subjects?

you're*

I don't really want subjects, I want peers

but I don't even know what I want anymore

That server could have been your kingdom, its users your subjects.

I know I don't want to save most people

what are they going to do? chinese making dildos and shipping them to my customers is a more useful service

An Aryan is he who creates beauty from ugliness.