I have paranoia and delusions sometimes but

My antipsychotics keep them at bay

The mathematician cantor ended up in the nuthouse

Godel the logician starved cuz he was paranoid of poisonings

Wittgenstein was never institutionalized I don't think but he had a psychotic personality

There might be some disorders there other than depression. People tend to conceal their low moods and not broadcast it

Yeah none of my close friends know I have mental illness

You're open online with it

Yeah because of anonymity

You provide that information without anyone prompting it

Yeah again, I feel safe

It's sort of therapeutic

Which makes me think there might be more than just depression

Hahaha

You're not doing it for attention

I'm not

Chicks broadcast depression/suicidal thoughts while on the rag for attention

Yeah I know a girl like that on another discord

It works for a while

But the more they do it, the more they push away even white knights

She hates me but i think she has a crush on me but is in denial

I make fun of her for being 4'11

And she's like you're shallow

Lol

She used to like black metal

We still have similar taste in like indie and goth

She's married now

>on discord
>likes black metal
S T A Y A W A Y

She hasn't been on in forever lmao

We used to be kind of close platonic friends until our one friend overdosed may 2014

There is this other black metal bipolar chick on slsk who said she wanted to sleep with me

But I just ignored her lol

Sometimes we discuss psychology or metal fashion lol

But yeah I keep her at a distance too

I've never met anyone from the Internet for the record

Probably for the best

Might meet someone with more problems than you

Exactly

Oh I do know this one punk chick who is crazy but the happy kind of crazy

I mean she has anxiety/panic issues but manages well

She is studying cognitive psychology and works in a lab