I am never comfortable anyway, I am always sore

I don't even really care anymore if I ever feel good physically

yeah, same with law man. but the radio is always like "young forever" and "best years of your life" etc

pop music is like.... I dunno, a lot of it is exciting in how totally "let's get fucked up and die" nihilistic it is

it's trickery

"young forever" is almost true if you take good care of your body

exported culture, pay it no mind

I hear that stuff you're talking about UOC but generally only at stores over the PA

right but they just seek to equate a fully realized life with a wild night at the club

which is a waste of a couple hundred bucks

I don't think it's that though

they really push nightclub culture

drinking with spergs at some bar = success and happiness

I never do it and I am fine

I am much more of an outdoors guy, I do not give a fuck about city bars and thumping nigger music

It seems more like some kind of suicide party

lmao

At least the stuff I hear

suicide party

it's definitely enshrining an irresponsible immediacy.

I really dig the new Lorde track Homemade Dynamite

suddenly you're thirty and your're still drinking in clubs and it's just weird and embarrassing and law clerks tell the judge they work for they saw you groping people on the dance floor at Hakasan last night

There's a lot of death due to hedonism in the lyrics there and I can't tell if it's celebratory or cautionary

I think it's celebratory, while not doing any of it

see I think it's weird that their mating clubs are only acceptable to people in their 20s

you are supposed to magically get a gut and a combover the second you hit 30, I guess

basically everything believed at all by 99% of humanity is completely retarded

I never really liked clubs even younger, despite liking rap and pop they manage to find the stuff I don't like

my plan for residency interviews is long black hair, black suit, loud purple shirt with no tie and 2 buttons undone

I'm imagining the joker

good

see when I don't have my fucking job telling me how to dress and act, I basically am a goth'd up joker

I can get down with pop music that fetishizes suicidal hedonism though

that's my whole thing in life, I am basically alucard and always have been

I've been forced to suppress it for years

I sorta dress like a cross between a goth and a rapper

jobs force us to stop being who we are

fuck them, even if they are important

Almost 100% of the shirts I wear are from my own brand

do you make some kind of emonigger music?

Thus I get them cheap as shit