So that way, it doesn't fail.

Do you get it yet?

@Hagel And of course, I couldn't afford the supplies for an ANFO bomb.

acetone is cheap

why does your mother want you alive?

And of course, screwing it up. Knowing my luck, I'd get caught immediately and then jailed, and then put in solitary so that nobody will kill me.

s that you'll work?

@☯Ultra Supreme Elder Lord☯ because she nearly died birthing me and she guilts me with that into staying alive.

And because nobody in my family can work but me.

tell her she needs to let things go sometimes

are they crippled?

fat?

@☯Ultra Supreme Elder Lord☯ That didn't work.

move them to california for welfare bux

Crippled up by arthritis, my brother has chronic prostatits, my mother hasn't worked in 15+ years.

There is no money to move to california. They don't give whites welfare bux.

Do you get it yet?

I read like 3 words of that pastebin

@Captain Lauri Törni And?

Will you help me kill myself?

No

Then you're useless to me.

That's messed up

What else is there?

All of life is messed up.

It's filth.

That is against everything I believe in

Why?

How can you believe in anything else?

What have you seen to cause you to believe it?

EVENT > OBSERVATION > BELIEF

I used to get ebt and social security before I worked at a hardware store

I am white in the extreme

@☯Ultra Supreme Elder Lord☯ How nice for you. Know that I cannot.

california just throws money out

This isn't what you want

We've tried.

@Captain Lauri Törni Yes it is.

It's a phase

I want to be dead. I'm just too cowardly to do it myself.

How do you know