@Hagel But, even if it is a personal curse. What could ever be done about it? Nothing I've ever tried has worked.

But that's like saying a food actually tastes good, you just hallucinate the bad taste

We're talking about an inner state itself, so that doesn't work

I don't follow.

You claim that reality is hopeless and existence is torture

And it's not just an inner state self. It's my outward actions.

I am not being tortured by nature

Every Effort Always Fails for me.

So it's time you scale back your claims

I can't.

Every Effort Always Fails. The Voices won't let me scale anything back.

well made bombs do not fail

they also fertilize the earth with blood

You hope too much.

Fate wouldn't let me.

And of course, you underestimate my cowardice.

Oof

you underestimate physics to conquer schizo mysticism

@Captain Lauri Törni Go off again. Get Jimpacted.

@☯Ultra Supreme Elder Lord☯ You underestimate my cowardice.

What

I can't go anywhere or do anything.

I'm trying to help kill Zon

@Captain Lauri Törni https://pastebin.com/Ush6huDi

but Zon isn't cooperating

Read that and cringe harder.

can you help me kill him?

@☯Ultra Supreme Elder Lord☯ You're not helping. You're just suggesting dumb shit that I can't do.

I can't go to the sandbox.

I can't leave the state of Alabama.

acetone peroxide is easy to make

Not for me.

just make a huge batch somewhere isolated

it'll probably go off during manufacture anyway

And again. I can't do that.

make ten kilos of it

Too cowardly. I need someone to actually come help me in person.

it's hardware store stuff

You can make a fertilizer bomb

You have to push me off the bridge for me

that'll remove your brain very quickly