go to sleep aetos

turn lights off

no electronics

go to bed

I was in bed

I stared at my ceiling

For 45 minutes

stop looking at blue light aetos

I have warm light filter on always, Cat

LOOK at red light

good

Much healthy

I’m at that weird stage

go to Amsterdam

Where my mind is racing like a sprinter with ADHD

dont have adhd

I have no focus and I’m practically reading everything in Spanish.

And Peachy fucking says

“Just Jerk it and take a nap.”

good idea....

Come the fuck on.

Why am I even fu king here anymore

Good question

I myself don’t know

your choice letter

All I know

Is I can’t sleep

And I am slowly devolving

Yeet yourself

I already told you that doesn’t work.

Or become a Russian spy

Haven’t tried that one

You seem heartless enough for it

Who doesn't like crying?

Heartless?

I’m soulless at this point

I need

Sleep

I can’t seem

To get it