Look, what I mean by all this is that she's the only girl in my life who's ever actually made me feel loved. None of my exes were the way she was. What me and Ash had...it was...a special kind of thing. I know, I'm young I have to respect her mom's wishes and such and I'm to young to worry about love, but I mean...me and Ash...we had the type of thing that only comes once in someone's life. I told her many times, she's irreplaceable. I honestly don't know what to do without her. It's like...you're favorite thing being yanked away. So what I'm trying say is, I'm like, om the verge of giving up on alot of things because I also have other stuff at home bringing me down. And I just need help that's all.
