He was a really cool dude though, so I hope it was just a peaceful, unfortunate passing instead

Hopefully

also, on a completely different note

In the last 2+ days now

I have only had 1 apple sauce and a fuck ton of water bottles

Apple sauce is fucking great

You need to eat more though

Yeah

I want to slim down a fuck ton

to a more feminine level

Im not fat whatsoever

but I could absolutely do better

been doing 20 squats and sit ups each day for a week now

Don't end up like my big bro

How?

He never ate and he was a fucking twig

Had to go to the hospital

Jesus

His heart could have just stopped or something

It was that bad

Holy fuck, that's awful

I don't plan to go that bad

I'll likely eat normally tomorrow

In fact I only ate the apple sauce cause I felt like I was going to literally vomit

I'm sure you don't live off of soy milk and eggs at least

You should be fine

Maybe the lack of eating is why I felt physically sick every time I got worried about her talking to him 🤔

That's just stress

I've had that a lot

Yeh

Usually when I get stress I get a very strange and unpleasant feeling in my fingertips

That's after like fights with my dad that end bad though

It's hard for me to gain weight.

Same

I can't gain weight even though I eat a shit ton

These ones actually haven't ended like that

I dunno if it's the same for me

I called my dad a piece of shit once and I felt so sick after

Damn

Felt like i was gonna pass out

And my weight always bounce. Sometimes I'm as light as 150lbs, sometimes I'm only as light as 165lbs. Though my diet is really mixed due to being poor. So some days I eat a proper 4 to 5 meals a day, some days just one or two.