Message from @Ottobon

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2018-09-22 10:33:13 UTC  

I saw some dude in the DMV reading a book and he was like 50. Like come on dude how about living your own life instead of escaping into this childish shit

2018-09-22 10:33:31 UTC  

wym?

2018-09-22 10:34:05 UTC  

I mean books are for absolute babies

2018-09-22 10:34:21 UTC  

Like yeah, I liked it when my mom read me little bo peep, but then I grew up

2018-09-22 10:34:25 UTC  

oh is this a meme lol

2018-09-22 10:34:29 UTC  

sorry lad wasn't on same page

2018-09-22 10:35:10 UTC  

Imagine being a grown-ass adult and reading some kiddy shit like "finnegan's wake"

2018-09-22 10:35:37 UTC  

omg what weirdo would even imagine

2018-09-22 10:35:49 UTC  

give em the 5 finger and tell em to grow up

2018-09-22 10:38:16 UTC  

i think i have that same thing as nick yarris unironically tho

2018-09-22 10:39:11 UTC  

self diagnosing is bad so i should research it more but especially when younger everything seemed off pace, i knew what was meant but not said, likewise i suffered similar trauma, so should probs look into it

2018-09-22 10:43:38 UTC  

Ha, sounds like the opposite of what I have to deal with. I hear the words, but have to rack my brain for 5-10 seconds to figure out what those words mean when it's just a simple sentence like "do you want to eat lunch now?"

2018-09-22 10:44:06 UTC  

But yeah, hopefully you can find out more about whatever it is

2018-09-22 11:00:25 UTC  

wa that sounds similar

2018-09-22 11:00:41 UTC  

i dono i don't think diagnosing yourself with anything other then 'hey do better, you suck a bit' is worthwhile

2018-09-22 11:00:43 UTC  

just get good

2018-09-22 11:03:54 UTC  

Yeah, self-diagnosis can be very irresponsible, especially for the tumblr types who see it as an excuse for any failings, or lack of effort.
It can be useful though when doctors are stumped, because some conditions are rare, and a lot of doctors will just shrug their shoulders when they can't figure out what you have, but will look into it if you push them in the right direction.

2018-09-22 11:04:14 UTC  

Or you might just annoy them because how dare you dabble in the dark arts of medicine you filthy pleb

2018-09-22 11:04:37 UTC  

Which yeah, I can't blame them because there are plenty of idiots who will waste their time

2018-09-22 11:06:05 UTC  

i mean my struggle is in part words, but i liked math and pysphics, i was very good at it in one sense, understanding it, but bad at it academically because in academics it doesn't require intrinsic understanding, it requires repitition. I came to conclusion my father is similar but either under a better environment (the 1960s education system, varied ways to learn math) or just less severe, and also over time came to conclusion through helping other people understand complex concepts that im doing no favors but not sticking my nose in the dirt and getting educated

2018-09-22 11:07:24 UTC  

ive done a few small ventures where i educate people on basic concepts, sometimes automotive, easier to relate to (oddly) air combat games, i get thank you letters at one time for spelling out what i thought were easy concepts to people because nobody else did, but because i do not have a proper in depth backround i am holding myself back, which i guess i should view as a crime eitherway, upon myself and upon what i could be giving to others

2018-09-22 11:07:52 UTC  

the answer seems to always be

2018-09-22 11:07:55 UTC  

kick yourself in the ass

2018-09-22 11:08:12 UTC  

i like learnding

2018-09-22 11:08:39 UTC  

i do too i just hate how math equations are written to a extreme degree

2018-09-22 11:08:58 UTC  

they could be written much better and it annoys me nobody says anything about this

2018-09-22 11:17:43 UTC  

dude @Schedrevka we mshould post some memes wtf is this

2018-09-22 11:19:43 UTC  
2018-09-22 11:46:58 UTC  

I live in Finland, and can concur

2018-09-22 11:47:15 UTC  

this is realism not masterbattion

2018-09-22 11:47:19 UTC  

my summer car is perkele/10

2018-09-22 11:52:16 UTC  

its a exploration into the male experience

2018-09-22 11:52:25 UTC  

you do a lil wrong, you die, you do a bit to improve and everything starts coming your way

2018-09-22 11:53:56 UTC  

but without exploration of limits, and the risk of it you can't become the true legend

2018-09-22 11:56:50 UTC  

jung would get it, its a universal problem https://youtu.be/Uzx-iNSWUSE?t=16s

2018-09-22 12:16:48 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/398973785426100234/493032919473061889/1517133078608.jpg

2018-09-22 12:18:00 UTC  

while I don't hold Finnish music in very high regard (the game dev has a point when he says "it tis Radio, it tis supposed to be shitt"), there's some alright classical stuff https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ygdAiDxKfI

2018-09-22 12:25:42 UTC  

@Crow i heard some rumor the dev was basically the owner of finnish 4chan, is that true?

2018-09-22 12:26:25 UTC  

personally i hold the music in good regard, but i hold anything melody driven in good regard https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iboll0tlOxk