Message from @Amadeus

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2019-05-20 05:18:51 UTC  

I'm prone to go bat-shit crazy when i'm angry

2019-05-20 05:18:52 UTC  

haha

2019-05-20 05:19:18 UTC  

unfortunately for me i have a very short temper and i can get jealous if i have a strong emotional bond

2019-05-20 05:19:21 UTC  

I'm hot-headed so yes

2019-05-20 05:19:44 UTC  

i am also a bit melancholic

2019-05-20 05:19:46 UTC  

not all the time

2019-05-20 05:19:54 UTC  

but i have a tendency of falling into melancholy or microdepressions

2019-05-20 05:20:33 UTC  

Same, but thats just how is my life I suppose I get down a lot because of self-criticism but that made me just not to give a fuck

2019-05-20 05:20:38 UTC  

because of all that, i just feel like i am very emotional, moreso than the average male

2019-05-20 05:21:15 UTC  

i'm not apathetic and i can't really be

2019-05-20 05:21:53 UTC  

Full blown melancholy here.

2019-05-20 05:22:11 UTC  

With a touch of choleric to keep me stabilized.

2019-05-20 05:22:35 UTC  

in terms of the

2019-05-20 05:22:37 UTC  

four temperaments

2019-05-20 05:22:40 UTC  

i am very choleric

2019-05-20 05:22:42 UTC  

Yeah

2019-05-20 05:22:45 UTC  

like

2019-05-20 05:22:46 UTC  

every time i take

2019-05-20 05:22:47 UTC  

a quiz

2019-05-20 05:22:48 UTC  

for it

2019-05-20 05:22:49 UTC  

i am always

2019-05-20 05:22:50 UTC  

choleric

2019-05-20 05:23:05 UTC  

Mines melancholy-choleric.

2019-05-20 05:23:34 UTC  

when i get angry i get really angry, not in a full blown rage where i break stuff, but say stuff i shouldn't

2019-05-20 05:23:36 UTC  

Like 60-70% melancholy, rest is choleric.

2019-05-20 05:23:50 UTC  

I do the same.

2019-05-20 05:24:03 UTC  

I get mindless rage when I'm getting full angry

2019-05-20 05:24:10 UTC  

If you get me mad I say stuff “for the kill”

2019-05-20 05:24:11 UTC  

one time i nearly beat up a 7th grader when i was a senior, but i was also in a very emotionally unstable, depressed state during that time

2019-05-20 05:24:20 UTC  

like 3 friends have seen me and they got their shit together haha

2019-05-20 05:24:25 UTC  

my friends had to

2019-05-20 05:24:28 UTC  

pull me away

2019-05-20 05:25:20 UTC  

Oh in my case they don't even touch me. When I get on full rage I tend to get mindless. Bad hearing/forgetting things when I calm off etc

2019-05-20 05:25:20 UTC  

i had had rage outbursts here and there in front of people, but that was probably the only time i truly lost control

2019-05-20 05:25:22 UTC  

Damn

2019-05-20 05:26:01 UTC  

he said something that set me off and i did go into one of those seeing-only red sorta modes

2019-05-20 05:26:18 UTC  

i do not remember everything about it, i just know i had him by his shirt collar pinned against lockers

2019-05-20 05:26:49 UTC  

I hold in a lot of anger and stuff. Then it eventually boils over and I just explode. Never anything physically threatening, just mindless rage of insults meant to destroy the person they’re directed.

2019-05-20 05:27:15 UTC  

i feel rage where i truly want to just go around breaking stuff, but i have the restraint not to do so

2019-05-20 05:27:26 UTC  

though i have on occasion beat the hell out of my desk and keyboard, surprised it still works

2019-05-20 05:27:37 UTC  

but i know my keyboard is junk and i have a spare