@Lebanese Cream you should look into things like biology, chemistry, electricity, water filtration, wafer design, there are many things for you to learn in life; each of those subjects I mentioned have branches of specialties that you may find of interest, better yourself and your understanding of the world around you. Figure out what your goals and interests are, be on your own figure out who you are. Once you know who you are and are doing right by yourself, you won't need anyone else.