i do drugs too often i hardly exercise

it just SUCKS all these negative patterns are so difficult to break!

even if u know its bad

lol

thats cool

regardless ill keep on keepin on

yeah

what do u do

that reminds me of this song

See the money wanna stay, for your meal Get another piece of pie, for your wife Everybody wanna know, how it feel Everybody wanna see, what it's like Baby wanna be a queen, well alright We all deserve the finer things, in this life ... ... So working on a little job, in the night It's forty dollars an hour when I, see the light The boss say you got a little time, and oh my He'll be working in a small box, till he die Me, I gotta be free, all my life I want a little cream cheese, in my pie Alright... Yeah! I'll step back, while you go dance The greenback boogie Mother f*ing boogie Now I'm putting on a big wig, walking hard Hanging with them big pigs, all them dogs Got me a couple ideas, straight from God I want a bean pie Order me a bean pie I'll even eat a bean pie, I don't mind Me and Missy is so very busy busy making money Alright... All step back, I'm 'bout to dance The greenback boogie The greenback boogie Boogie now for me ... ... ... Say, it's far better, when you give it away It's called the greenback boogie What people don't say, I say It's better, when you give it away It's called the greenback boogie Don't give it away now, I say It's better, when you give it away It's called the greenback boogie Don't give it away now, I say See the money wanna stay, for your meal I'll say it's gonna put some love, in your life Don't you really wanna know, how it feel? Everybody wanna see, what it's like Babe you wanna be inside, it ain't lies We all know there's better things in this life Yes I'll step out, on your expense Doin' the greenback boogie

no i think i wanna spend a considerable ammount of time on it at least

i know what i want with that

money is important. but there also has to be meaning in ur life, well for me anyway to be satisfied. to do things that revive u otherwise its just nihilistic hedonism gets old pretty quickly

how did u guys took the break up from ur first serious relationship, and facing the red pill perspective, like how did u realize

I love the show Tom. Keep doing what u do

oh I need to check this out :O

Mgtow stuff still makes me depressed af

But i know its true

I was like best friends before i started dating this chick for 4 years, thought i knew her well. Thought this time i had this magical unicorn female on my hands

When she broke up she blocked me hasnt looked back since its been 6 months. And now I am a non-person to her

Before i still believed in Nawalt

So it might as well meant nothing tbh. And thats closest thing to ‘love’ i experienced so after that mgtow and all that made a ton of sense to me

True.

But the emotional cost was high. I completely trusted her etc

The funny bit was she used to be all needy asking if i was gonna leave etc

Yeah I guess so. I just find it hard to wrap my mind around, if ur close friends for 4 years i can get romantically moving on but to just treat u like ur dead after that it messed with my head lol

I cant relate to that lol

Generally my feelings stay consistent, if i was really intimate with someone. Like i wont pine for them forever but still after years ill have warm feelings for them and wonder how they are doing

Thought that was nornal

Ya i guess. Poor sucker who will take my place lol

She put it like this ‘I never loved anyone like i loved you but it wasnt enough so i tried and now i haveto leave you and ignore you kthxbye’

🤢

Basically that i was not able to receive her love

Cause i started to become skeptical of things. I dunno, i wasnt even red pilled at the time, but I just started speaking my mind bout what i thought girls nights out etc really were about

And that caused problems

Yeah well

She was the more horny one for sure

Im not ruled by my sex drive tbh

Yeah basically

And spend time looking up these nurse outfits and shit lol

She was into all kinds of stuff

Its just bitter

That i was broken like BROKEN and ahe gets to wonder off into the sunset, and has these guys waiting in line

And is just fine

Yknow what i mean

She was

When she got too drunk, there was this tipping point where she’d just go into a rant about hating herself etc. and there was no getting through to her at that point

Yeah

Never heard of em

Not worth the 5-10 sec orgasm

Now they only use it for social control over other women

I dont see myself getting involved in relationships anymore anyway

Cause of the rampant cheating etc

Thats what i would like tho if theres a loyal decent person of a woman out there id like to see mini versions of me roam the earth and to raise it togethee

Still does not negate gene death

Yeah but still the person you created will do his stuff after ur gone and continue the legacy, its a big deal to me lol

Master race etc etc

Id still want a kid tho.. just with a decent mom

Which is a pipedream but yea

Bitter part is that shit people like my ex prob will and my genes will die out with 80% of other guys :’D

So depressing

I feel like if your the result of millions of years of evolution to then throw in the towel and be like ‘meh’ is like giving the finger to ur ancestors

And i dunno it just matters to me lol

Well i would think letting degenerates breed and smart people die out with their genes creates an even worse future

I dunno. Have no idea how to solve these 2 desires

I think my ancestors never faced what we do, its a unique challenge.

Honestly i see carrying on the genes as a way to transcend mortality

In a way

But now men are being involuntarily stripped of resources by tax and law

Its transfered to irresponsible women who are single moms raising tyrone and chads kids

And thats what we pay for

They are to me

Define humanity

I dont gaf bout most of humanity

Most of humanity are useless eaters

It won’t though. And yes it would matter even if in the end all fails

It would matter knowing I tried

Who doesn’t, thats how i validate myself, the effort i put into things i want or believe in

I wouldnt want that

But I believe if you were a great dad your children want to visit you in old age

Nothing wrong with that

So what it was never noble!

Male lions come in and kill the other males offspring to fornicate with the female lion

Its inbuilt

Western women invite in middle eastern refugees to kill western males and they will happily mate with them

Thats whats gon happen lol

Its still just as savage

Just like our dutch women fucked the nazi opressors during ww2

I think the system needs to burn down

For sure

“When thou sittest to eat with a ruler, consider diligently what is before thee: And put a knife to thy throat, if thou be a man given to appetite. Be not desirous of his dainties: for they are deceitful meat. Labour not to be rich: cease from thine own wisdom. Wilt thou set thine eyes upon that which is not? for riches certainly make themselves wings; they fly away as an eagle toward heaven. Eat thou not the bread of him that hath an evil eye, neither desire thou his dainty meats: For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee. The morsel which thou hast eaten shalt thou vomit up, and lose thy sweet words. Speak not in the ears of a fool: for he will despise the wisdom of thy words. Remove not the old landmark; and enter not into the fields of the fatherless: For their redeemer is mighty; he shall plead their cause with thee. Hearken unto thy father that begat thee, and despise not thy mother when she is old.

Buy the truth, and sell it not; also wisdom, and instruction, and understanding. The father of the righteous shall greatly rejoice: and he that begetteth a wise child shall have joy of him. Thy father and thy mother shall be glad, and she that bare thee shall rejoice. My son, give me thine heart, and let thine eyes observe my ways. For a whore is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit. She also lieth in wait as for a prey, and increaseth the transgressors among men. Who hath woe? who hath sorrow? who hath contentions? who hath babbling? who hath wounds without cause? who hath redness of eyes? They that tarry long at the wine; they that go to seek mixed wine. Look not thou upon the wine when it is red, when it giveth his colour in the cup, when it moveth itself aright. At the last it biteth like a serpent, and stingeth like an adder. Thine eyes shall behold strange women, and thine heart shall utter perverse things. Yea, thou shalt be as he that lieth down in the midst of the sea, or as he that lieth upon the top of a mast. They have stricken me, shalt thou say, and I was not sick; they have beaten me, and I felt it not: when shall I awake? I will seek it yet again.”
‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭23:1-35‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Lol

Bible mgtow

It aged perfectly imo but i lean christian

But more a fan of stuff like gospel of thomas

Yes

Gospel of thomas is one of those

Jesus said, "Perhaps people think that I have come to cast peace upon the world. They do not know that I have come to cast conflicts upon the earth: fire, sword, war.

For there will be five in a house: there'll be three against two and two against three, father against son and son against father, and they will stand alone."

True

Fascinating topics tho