But it is interesting seeing the modern world as contrasted to what I was shown growing up

My grandpa had served in the Vietnam war, and it led him to be a recluse. He feared a communist invasion and raised me according to that fear.

I've only had two family members in my life. My grandpa, who passed away five years, and my mother, who passed away three years ago. I had no other living relatives.

I was such an autistic shit in highschool that I never made friends, and ended up working a dead end job managing a McDonalds. What with the stress of working a constant six day (usually 56 hour) work week, the combined loss of my grandpa and then mom, I ended up just starting to take meds for sleep due to having trouble with everything going on.

The medicine and my unhealthy 12000 hours on FFXIV are entirely products of deaths in the family and such miserable working conditions.

It's never great when you end up in a situation that you feel hopeless in. No one to rely on to help cover bills, working so much just to barely get by.

I can completely understand what drives people to seek harder drugs due to hardships. Thankfully, I am never going to try anything like heroine or cocaine or anything. I am not that stupid.

@Tersheus

That's the uh

Spirits of the dead or something?

I know my grandpa had a deep fear of spirits from the war

It shaped a lot of his decisions on property design for his farmland

But long story short about my grandpa:

My mom wanted to pass on her Genes, because "muh superior pure Irish genetics", but had no care to actually want me after I was born

So she dumped me on someone who was looking to adopt a kid

My grandpa and I are not actually related, unfortunately.

Which is why I don't own his property or his mountain of guns

But when I was 13, she came to retrieve me since she wanted to suddenly decide she wanted to be a mom after the hard part of raising a kid was over

And since her and my grandpa didn't ever actually enter any contracts of adoption, she had the law on her side to address it as a kidnapping

And continually tried convincing me that he was a piece of shit

Despite her being a complete stranger to me, and doing a fucking retarded job of rasing me from 13-18

Yeah, I work with the city at a shipping logistics facility in another state

Hurricane Harvey trashed my place prior, and some internet friends let me stay with them

It at least gave me a chance to leave that dead end job

Apparently "my house is underwater" isn't a good reason to call into work if you work for McDonald's

So I told them to go fuck themselves

Which one was the pact? I've seen all of his episodes

Pretty much that t h

Tbh

Ah yeah this one

I only listened to the first bit of this and it depressed me so I skipped it

mostly because it was on christmas

and I was working and spent it alone after work

But yeah, I believe it. Shit sucks for a lot of people, and I believe it completely. A lot of the crazy shit I see is lessened if I leave lights on.
In regards to spirits and souls and stuff, I don't personally believe in it entirely, but its interesting none the less.

I've only had some rare paranormal events

Sucks for the cat though.

That's depressing.

I've got to get some irl shit done but I've got a paranormal story you might done when I get back

Shit dude

Am cleaning the house atm

Gimme like 15

That's a definitely shitty story, my dude. I feel ya there. I would've been out on the street had these fucks from /vg/ not let me come and live with them. Which I do actually have to move out in a few months due to some bullshit about them wanting a baby but w/e.

Like I can completely understand why you drink as a result of everything that has happened, and everything that is currently happening. I wish I could say I knew of a perfect solution for such a problem, and be able to help you with it, but I don't know. I'm still struggling how to deal with my own shit. I was at least able to identify my problem as it worsened and was at least able to come back from a complete meltdown or OD or something worse.

But yeah, I don't mind the stories and shit. No need to apologize. I think it's important to recognize your faults and try to improve them, and I do hope that there is something that can be done to help you.

@Tersheus I'll write up one of my own paranormal tales down in <#462005526021013505> or <#462002490712260658>

How much money would you need to get your water working, do you think?

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That's not a great situation to be in. How does it compare to your ability to move to a bigger city, budget wise?

Yeeee boi I feel kinda great today. Manage to get 10 hours of sleep. Which is kind of a lot, but when I've been averaging 3-4 it's nice.

Only took 300mg compared to the 400 from the previous day. No hallucinations this time. It's a small step, but it does make me feel a lot better.

>bird

Man, birbs are great

>bird

whats good fam

Lel

That's finwe

As long as you're keeping it to yourself I don't give a shit.

Like fuckin

Gay pride parades and shit

"I wish people would just accept us as normal"

*while dressing like a peacock and fucking in public during a gay pride parade*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28--5aEV1Z0

>tfw can't go clubbing with the guys

i don't get it

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/230125753126223874/548303661420511232/image0.png?width=770&height=496

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnU_x2ZAi-g

https://youtu.be/gcEQh9zhs-Q

<:DOUBT:465443258424623106>

I did. I'm just fucking with you, nigger

https://youtu.be/Chue0bPORuU

F

https://youtu.be/yX9CvIW5Yn0

😦

lmao

And Idk.

I only saw the original memes

and collected/made my own to continue sharing and growing their suffering

Yeah, none of them are real. All variations of some original image

As far as I know, this was the original

And then we got pizza cat

Murdoch Murdoch is a pretty good show tbh

https://twitter.com/SladeWilson85/status/1099085265774276608?s=09

Yes

Asked to use the restroom

They told her no

She chimped out and threw shit

"complimentary government cheese"?

Aren't you a furry?

Okay that's completely fine them

He's okay in my book then

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I would have also accepted possum

I'm intrigued