I will probably stay childless tbh because let's be honest what kind of average white male is wealthy at 25

I'm not even going for looks just health and stability

Trades are unhealthy and he could get some type of cancer later. In trades you're trading your health for monay

I will may him if he's an underwater welder

Well I probably wouldn't want to see him anyway so it's cool if he's away most of the time. Then again the kids would need him

It's not being rude I just cannot like men

It would be a marriage of convenience

But he would have to understand that, and also just want many children

Maybe I would date an asexual with trad values so it is fair

@Trommm I'm not a lesbian or bi

Also he needs to be completely mine I can't have my kids asking where's dad oh he's just fucking his other wife

Degeneracy

Exactly, I don't want a relationship to revolve around "true love" since my love is dead long time ago

...

It felt like drowning a child

I can never recover

No

But I don't feel like a woman entirely since I can't love a man and be submissive like most

@Deleted User maybe ftf tranny if that's a thing

But no that is all degenerate

@Trommm the thing is, I don't think getting him back would cure anything, I loved who he was. His face was like a doll's and it all changed

No his personality also changed

At 13 he was at such a unique time in life, it can't be explained, getting him back would just make me suicide for all the "wasted" years

@Wesker I changed a bit, back then I was also in a weird situation in life, and being with him made my neuroticism worse yet it was pure bliss while it lasted

There's nothing worse than leaving your bf because you know social media will get to him and he'll leave you probably, only to find out he was a keeper in personality. He's been with his new gf for over 3 years now

I think some people are players, and others are incels, and then there's this weird category of high quality people who don't want to sleep around and settle down with the first person they like

@Deleted User boomer. He wasn't a Chad who slept around, he wasn't even a he probably. He was an angel

It is unbelievable to me too which makes it hard to move on. Also getting therapy 6 years later is too late lmao

I want to save my virginity for my husband tho

I think it matters for men

Yep

I'm not proud of it since I didn't save myself I just didn't want to date anyone

It wasn't virtuous or something

I still am

I'm not Virgin because I virtuously saved myself

I'm virgin because of emotional coma for 3 years and then mental illness basically

I don't want a stupid boomer who is paid to listen to me

I do like male energy just not your bodies

I used to be normal das why

But this is my therapy

That's why I talk about it sometimes

Opening up is great stress relief

Because you misunderstand and I have to correct you

To understand the situation

@Weaboo Kempeitai never

I don't like women

I think I should have had a slutty phase after the breakup. That's what happens to half of people, the other half becomes melancholic

@Deleted User no

Stoopid

I don't want to throw my virginity at some dude

And then feel used and dirty

I don't feel used

He was perfect

Holy

I felt clean

And still do

Just with regret

Some men leave you feeling used after only talking to them

@Trommm you understand.

Oh I can love children

Every woman can

Men love women, women love their children

In a way I am normal

😂

It's hard to heal when you're the one in the right and society is wrong

You have misunderstood me

There are methods that will cure me but they're illegal in Jew society

@Wesker that's my point

Why I won't go to therapy

They literally say

Try to find copes

Already do that, thanks so much here your money

@iippo yes

No they could use that against you later in life if you get a disease or cancer

They won't help you because they say it must be in your head

Because you have history of mental illness and going to therapy

My mom also knew this

I am depressed I think

And lonely

That is one illness I know for a fact I don't have

How would you feel if you met an angel? You'd be fucked for life

Look, at least I'm not calling him a lizard

Although I did used to think da joos sent him to me

My normie friends I can only have certain conversations with

BLUEPILLED

They have their own mental health drama

But this is different

@Wesker you're stoopid you're twisting my words

@Weaboo Kempeitai I can date easily, if that's what you're asking

@Wesker stop tagging me subversive shit. do you really think I need it?

Why does German accent sound Slavic to me?

They both sound cold

I'm not worried

But I don't think they're the same they just sometimes sound similar

@ALternativeToLife

Are those small Bob's

Or average

She is probably tall doe