Newer fan, just joined this community to see what it's about and how it is

Thanks

For a year of my life I was deceived and self-deluded and played god, and lived as a female to male tranny for a year

But found salvation through similar messages that I noticed throughout Jesse's shows

Upon stumbling onto his content though his viewpoint of not hating the LGBT community was foreign and confusing to me at first

Due to myself falling victim to the mentality of the left and the predatory nature of the LGBT community it's very easy to hate them, hopefully my time in here and listening will teach me more of how to not hate as much

I'm now a 22 year old man going to trade school, working full time, I have a stable life, and I have a strong relationship with my fathe

Father, rather

Typo, male to female

Women trying to be men is hilariously sad and a monsterous side effect of the nuclear family being destroyed

But anyhow it wasn't from listening to Jesse's show that I came to salvation, but everything he says lines up with how I found the light and how to save young men from this fate

I'm not sure how to begin the process of forgiveness in a manner that would give me satisfaction and closure on the issues

I've never forgiven my mother yet but I just grew closer to my father

Not often but I've been getting more into it

I'd love to start going to church again but our Constitution is being burned right now

Honestly I just kind of fold my hands and bow my head and say dear god and say thanks for stuff I'm grateful for

I was baptized Lutheran but I haven't gone to church since I was a kid so a lot of it is foreign to me

I'll give it a watch, thanks g

Sounds familiar to meditation

Similar, rather

The process is similar is all, it engages the same part of your brain

One is tied to god as far as I'm concerned, meditation is just an interesting trick of the mind on the other hand

Like if I meditate for awhile sometimes I see a large shifting purple/magenta shape that moves and gyrates like a cloud

In what would be the center of my vision if my eyes were open

It's interesting when I do it but it doesn't really do anything for me besides being an interesting phenomenon

Yeah

Ah true

https://youtu.be/Q8Kie_faJUI

I am tree man

Hello

It's nice there's been a shift towards trades now that no child left behind is sort of wearing off, but some people don't realize how easy it is to make an honest living just by working hard and putting yourself out there and showing up and humbling yourself

I'm in a two year arboriculture program for an urban forestry degree, and while I have the brain knowledge behind what my work is I have no in the field experience

This past Sunday after mopping the entire store I work at I was fed up, I started calling every tree work company in my area

Got a call back within the day, next day I showed up and proved myself, and now I have a job in my field

And it's not hard to just show up and work and prove yourself in most situations

My interview wasn't me sitting behind a table with my hands folded answering questions, my interview was climbing up a tree and chopping it down

Wood working is based and brown pilled

You should make your own things if you can, you value things that you make more than things you buy

How is everyone enjoying the burgeoning apartheid state

So far I am still safe because I live in the north, but soon I will have to move further to the north

A beta today told me they only liked Halloween because of the scantily dressed slut costumes and he called me gay for saying slutty costumes are distasteful, cringe, and slutty

If I can see all of it advertised out loud and proud like a Chinese fish market then it takes away part of the excitement of finding out

Very sad

Some shooting here and there around to the south of me because the whites are focused on a poor girl that got taken by the river rather than the shooting and rioting

The Capitol is sort of bad but not where I travel through when I go there

They're trying to get whites to fight back to call them racist

I've initiated my five year escape plan which involves working further in my trade and starting a business and moving to a different small village to the farthest north in my state

There isn't going to be some giant redpilling event that will make whites fight back or protect ourselves or push back against the apartheid state, it's a long game of building our own things and resources for when the police won't come anymore

I'm not going to end up like a poor afrikkaner farmer getting gunned down in south africa

The whole decolonization meme that started as a thing to make fun of on crazy college campuses back five years ago is slowly turning into a reality it feels like

I'm not a Boogaloo guy by any means or anything either, I just want a future for myself and a family

Build

Wait

It's like a game in a lot of ways

It's just made me smarter and more keen on things

I've started actually saving money instead of sort of saving it, I've started honing my craft and making moves towards a productive future

I'm not going to let them take away my future or the America I grew up in

I'm at the point in my life where I can safely be open about my views on these things and I don't care about whatever minor repercussions I may face

I'll be straight up honest in saying that I am moving to a place with even less blacks and minorities and creating as much of a safe distance as I can

There's a big difference between far northern WI on Lake Superior compared to Chicago

Or between Montana or Idaho and anywhere where the police are letting riots happen

The people on the east and west coast treat people in my states like bumbling retards with carhartt jackets on all year and lifted 4x4's and an AR's on them at all times and I'm fed up with it

I feel less like an American every day

And that's a shame to say

But I feel like a man without a country some days when I hear about everything happening and the cracking apart of our country

I work at a thrift store part time and at my tree care job part time, although I begin full time climbing trees in a week or so now

But I'm so sick of Mexicans

They tell me to speak spanish

Not ask if I do

Tell

I capitulated when they were still nice and was very patient and used Google translate and even read their totals in Spanish because I know numbers

And then they started getting annoying

And then they started telling and not asking

In my country

See the thing is that where I live most of the Mexicans and south Americans here are illegal, because the Midwest is an easy place to hide

I do now

Because they won't complain or cause trouble for me because it'll draw attention to them

And I don't give a single shit now about just stone walling them and checking them out and ignoring them

If they ask me questions I ignore it if I can't tell what they're saying

I just tell them I don't understand oops sorry

That's the thing man, they don't respect you

They isolate in their own communities and don't try to learn our language or integrate with our society anymore

They just come here to reap the benefits of being here and take advantage of the system

My plan is to be based and move to a small predominately white community to the far-far north in my state and hold out

Cities shouldn't exist, people were meant to live in small communities of a thousand to a few thousand tops tbh

Imagine returning to Europe or whatever that gay take was

Okay but imagine trying to go back there since you can't have guns and there are rape gangs there

Sure Europe is the ancestral land of white people

The ancestral land of alligators is the water but sometimes they want the shore too

And if there is something on the shore they want then they take it

Although that analogy doesn't quite work perfectly because they return to the water and I don't want to return to the water (Europe)

I tried

He's barely even a black

He's the Obama of NASCAR

I don't think Mark Dice invented that meme, I've seen it around on Facebook in multiple forms, putting that on there is cringe

Smh c'mon Mark Dice

Is it just me or is the US slowly doing a repeat of Rhodesia and South Africa

It seems worse now