If anything, the dick makes it cuter

Have you seen trap dick? It's all soft and super femme

It's cute looking

Well you can always have a girl bang you with a thick strapon

Is it?

How?

No thanks

Don't they like traps?

I thought they did

I feel like most secretly do

LOL

I dunno

Has this all been top tier sarcasm?

I'll probably kill myself anyways

Not now, but I feel like when I'm way older I may take my own life depending on how things are

I'm in a really shitty situation now and if things never get better 10-20 years later then I probably would

21

Not sure if being dead is better

I wouldn't say I seriously contemplate suicide, but I tell myself I should very often but not in a sarcastic manner

Like, most mornings when I look in the mirror I tell myself that I'm fucking ugly and should kill myself

I mean I am pretty ugly, and my life has been a wreck for the past few years especially

Ehh, don't worry about it

I know

Why do I think like that?

Ahh

Well

It's not fun being trans

There's quite a lot of people who either aren't accepting at all, or don't even understand what it means to be trans

A lot of people think you just sort of "unlearn" it, or somehow deal with it

Well I mean like I told you earlier, how I just look in the mirror and say those horrible things about myself. Just seeing myself look like the exact opposite of how I feel inside makes me feel depressed and helpless.

Having that serious discomfort is what most trans people go through

I mean it's more than just how you look

TIL Gaymer is actually something on Wikipedia

While we are at it with the inclusivity: how would you combine Nigga and Gamer with it not sounding offensive?

Because the ER at the end of gamer would make any combination of the word just sound like nigger

That sounds like cringey combo of gamer and gangsta

God these all sound terrible

Gaymer is still worse though

Sounds like an alien life form or a unit of measurement

“Yo was poppin ma gigga?”

Gagga gagging on my lady pp?

Miss me with that gay shit Gigga

Anyone feel like they get anxiety over the littlest of things that don’t matter?

Like, for example sometimes I’ll forget to leave my speakers on when I go to bed, and I’ll see its light turned on. And I’ll have this constant feeling of anxiety, saying “I should go turn it off, what if some random shit starts playing from my PC when I’m asleep and my family gets mad at me”

Or like right now I’m in a chair next to a door in public. People frequently use said door and that door takes forever to close. Because the chair isn’t facing the door I can’t see when the door will close without physically turning to look at the thing. So I’ll just hear the ambient noise of outside for a while. And I get this anticipatory type of anxiety, saying I should look at the door to see when it will close.

This feeling wasn’t always here, it’s something that has been happening more frequently in the past year or so

Yeah

All this little shit stacks up, and on top of my gender dysphoria I just feel this constant dread and depression

I don’t wanna be that dumb tumblr girl who says “I have PTSD, bipolar, and all these other illnesses” and glorify that shit, but I do feel this constant dread throughout my day.

I wish LMAO

I don’t wanna be trans

I feel trapped

And not in the kinky way

Are you a trap?

I love traps

Are you a cute trap?

I’ll fuck a cute tgirl any day

Unless they’re sub

Cuz I’m also sub

I want a cute tgirl to dominate me

I’ve never experienced something like that

I always close my door

I hate doing anything knowing that people could be watching me

That’s why I don’t like using the computer lab for example at my college