I never learned math in school.

I couldn't back then.

I tried additional maths

Probably because of my low working memory and that the education I recieved sucked.

was good at it for 1 year then completely lost interest

Oh.

I think it was the environment and teaching

seemed pointless

I taught myself all the math I know less than two years ago.

school is not the right place to learn higher math

an apprentice like environment is better

The internet and programming ❤

or yeah, sure, on your own

I could try everything out using programming to see how it works.

And gain insight from that.

@Deleted User 57835c2c more

http://i.imgur.com/0vxQroL.gifv

what you already said was a lot though, I appreciate it

more what

Wrote this plugin for Blender.

tell me more about accountt1234 @Deleted User 57835c2c

read his sub

I am

look at the top posts

that will tell you more than I ever could

this is why I'm asking

@fallot only thing I miss is a GF.

dont be concerned

Lol

I'm serious

I'm not desperate or anything.

I understand

But having a stable relationship would be more meaningful.

how old are you

28.

you're about the right age

early 30s you'll be at full power/potential

Yeah.

to get a girl

I was homless 15 months ago.

Now I have a full time job and an apartment 😊

how come

Gonna get a drivers license next.

Long story.

alright, no worries

take the test man

Maybe later.

I'm off now. Gotta be productive.

See you man.

bye

@Deleted User 57835c2c you've got to have more to say, you've mentioned this person a number of times. I'm already finding out on my own, I ask you because I want and need your perspective, so either deliver or say you won't so I can stop pestering you

lol @ your personality test

Why do you do that?

I am also interested in fallot's question

idly

something I have recently realized is that it is incredibly difficult to do a good job practicing law

but most people don't do a good job, and doing a good job is not necessarily rewarded

here I mean good job in the sense of being logically consistent, comporting work with all applicable standards and extant law, being consistent with oneself, interpreting law accurately, etc.

I think the same is probably true of science

lots of Ts uncrossed and Is undotted

can I weigh in in a few minutes fallot?

https://www.reddit.com/r/theomagia/comments/64lob4/carl_jung_the_bridge_between_modernity_and_the/

new Summoning when?

Jan 2018 apparently

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qoD6vhy39Ws

sounds like Lord Wind a bit

very nice

read my link @UOC

I'm reading it

wait you mean the Jung one right

damn this almost exactly tracks a lot of my thought in the last year

yes the Jung one

and same here, same here

another nice link from his subreddit: https://thepsychedelicscientist.com/2017/02/13/solving-the-hard-problem-with-idealism/

boy I wish I had that to throw around in the past

http://defoo.org/inner-circle/

fuck I love molyneux stuff

due to my extreme hatred for molyneux

same

well this is the stuff that made me even care about him in the first place

I ignored him like PJW

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKy3fCvMz-8

I just find him extremely detestable whenever he I bump into him; i.e he has Styxhexenhammer on his show, or he does Rogan's show, or whatever

then I listened to his podcast once and found him to be even more weirdly domineering, dumb, and intolerable

and my series of negative experiences has formed a minor interest because I don't often hate random e-celebs as much as this

its so insane that he calls himself a philosopher and what he does philosophy

IMAGINE

MY

SHOCK!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72KbeqN7pZ4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgeS6uo2n3c&feature=youtu.be

Molyneux is a very damaged person

https://www.reddit.com/r/theomagia/comments/5tupdf/a_philosophical_foundation_for_the_occult_arts/

solid gold

all of it

the whole subreddit

wasted on groin

what is groin

originally it was prozak's attempt at an MRA blog

later it became a forum

good attempt, but the problem was lack of genuineness, which results in lack of enthusiasm in readers

he saw a niche to push his ideas and used it

in a well intentioned way I mean

maybe archive.org has it saved

I think before that it was another one of the same sort of website

as anus.com

https://web.archive.org/web/20110706005735/http://www.groin.com:80/

that's the MRA blog era

there's more in the past I am less aware of

Who can download this file? http://185.202.103.73/LocalFiles+Emails_AzBg.rar

Lots of timeouts but no 404's

timeout

Hmmmm

Groin was mostly just a forum

Although there was some other stuff

lol Matt Forney in the blogroll

https://www.reddit.com/r/theomagia/comments/5tm65z/discovering_my_true_essence/

What's with the pic of trump

This guy used to be on groin?

yes

I remembered once @Deleted User 57835c2c said

but I only remember his username

what's going on?

squatted 275x10 easy despite having a headache today and also not even training with weights most of the time

clearly my new leg calisthenics are working

so due to my current mood emoing about my life, I am fed up to all shit with a lot of things

I am pretty fucking tired of being told what to like and what not to like

boxing: "Dude it's just niggers hitting each other! LOL SPORTSBALL!"
calisthenics: "Dude just lift weights and be normal!"
lifting weights: "Dude that's so gay! Only fags care about getting buff!"
anime: "Wtf it's not normal! It's for fags!"
investing: "What are you some kinda kike?"
90s mallgoth music: "So unintellectual! plebeian! entry level!"

everywhere I go and everyone I talk to wants to fucking try to tell me what to like and I'm sick of it

if anyone in the greater NYC area has serious grievance with any of the things I like, feel free to specify a meetup area so we can beat the fuck out of each other over it. Until then, haters gonna hate

I'm also getting pretty fucking tired of the fact that ever since donald won, suddenly EVERYTHING is political now. Cannot do anything without either being part of the altright or part of the resistance. I see tiny examples of that every day now

even fucking fitness is being politicized now

his whole fucking country is turning into sunni vs shia and nobody is allowed to do anything anymore that isn't signaling to their crowd

https://sgbonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Pg-6_Photo-courtesy-Planet-Fitness.jpg

what is this shit

to go use a fucking machine, you have to let them tell you how to think? what a load of shit

planet fitness is just capitalizing on demand

although that does drive the problem forward

hahahahahahaha

fucking first world

almost all humans are insufferable fucking retards now

I meet actual purple haired horsefaced tumblr bitches who compulsively rage out loud about donald IRL

are you ready to tell me now @Deleted User 57835c2c

yeah, what did you want to know again? something about acct?

anything you know

or think or feel

about him

people are coming to my house to eat bbq for my dogs' first birthday party

hmmm

what

and I am full of hate right now

for that reason

did you invite them

no, my wife did

why is your doge having a party

what the fuck

oh I see

condolences

because my wife just wanted to have dinner with friends

and the dogs were a fun excuse

bbq for dogs birthday

but I don't want to have dinner with friends

WHAT THE ACTULA FUCK?

probably just being cute

I hope

its just cute

the bbq is for people

not for the dog

but you wanted solitude and she wanted to be social

fucking people looking for excuses for everything

but invited the social event to your pad

at the time I was not opposed to the society

but now it sounds terrible

I never learn

I always just err on the side of caution

If they were real friends I wouldn't mind

yeah

but they're just work friends so the whole thing is an ordeal in hiding power level

what

she invited enemies over?

the problem is that if I want people I can talk openly with politically AND people who sufficiently cultured to be worth spending time with

there are about 20 of those in the country

so I tend to have distinct groups of friends

Eventually when I have more fuck you money

wowie

lol

die beaners die

what's the current desu toll?

neck

you can't kill chilean beaners, we get 8°+ earthquakes every 5 years and we are still here muahahahahah

@Deleted User 57835c2c have you ever read these writings of accountt1234

I've read almost all of them

the ones I linked

from the beginning

how beaner are chileans though

basically i don't if in 10seconds, 2days or 15years a 9° earthquake will happen and i will die in a terrible death, but most of my people will survive muahahahaah

I think mostly white

50% 50%

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DIP3yvtUwAAvhSX.jpg

most of your people will survive? that's unfortunate

A public health book from the University of Chile (currently inaccessible) states that 30% of the population is of Caucasian origin; Castizos/Mestizos with an average 60% Caucasian ancestry and 40% Native American ancestry are estimated to amount a total of 65%, while Native Americans (Amerindians) comprise the remaining 5%.

so 30% of them are caucasian, but what about white

30% caucasian, 40% feather spic

Chilean white people are decadent as fuck.

hey abdul, you're standing in front of a representative from an unstoppable alien race that could wipe out the entire solar system in the blink of an eye. He wants to know why your specific race of humans deserves to exist. What do you tell him?

Well that's not a reality imo

if a Alien race found human race, they will probably exterminate us with a singularity projectile

typical beaner, can't think shit through to save his life

that means just a big shunk going at 50% of speed of light, that can obviously destroy the earth in a single blow

what is your affiliation with the altright exactly

basically the universe is like the worst neighbor of the world, but there are not police to protect you and is always nighttime

I just dislike communists.

you don't like commies but why are you here in altright chat

dunno

Yes you do

Tell us

arent you a metalhead @Abdul Alhazred

i just want to talk, and yes i like metal

you want to talk but here you are bragging about the beaner race "jajaja"

So you want to talk to alt-righters then

Why?

why I'm answering btw lol

yeah I agree, why are you here talking to altrighters then

It's not like u can just stumble across here. You intentionally clicked on amerika's discord link.

And you are in an alt-right channel every day

But you can't tell us why

there are plenty of beaner supremacist places you can go. I bet aztlan retards have a website

la raza cosmica

@diversity_is_racism don't make this guy a mod

though I have nothing personal against him

who, me?

yes

I'm not kicking him out, am I?

who knows

I'm just talking

what, now that I'm a mod I don't get to talk?

^^^

why you think im a supremasist? i just want to se how the alt-right think, because probably in some future there will be an al-right, to use your arguments against the opposition.

okay, good enough I suppose

I just think it's really weird because every single beaner of the thousands of beaners I have met in my life has been hardcore pro beaner

and has always like to think they were getting one over on whitey

he's not a beaner

I remember some beaner nurse bragging about how "my nana she could speek eenglish, but she go to a docTOR office where even ONE person speek spaynish, she REFUSE to talk! Hahaha she refuse to talk unteel spaynish nurse come talk to hurr! Nana so crazy!"