If I try hard, I can say stuff like "I have to go to the other room"

Where I'll stare at a wall for two hours

i used to get real paranoid and shit

I get paranoid that people around me know how fucked up I am

🙀 potent sativa and taking a bus home from on a friday night 🙀

That's why I try to escape as fast as possible

🙀 potent sativa and taking a bus home from the city on a friday night 🙀

the fuck is wrong with you crafty

Take a hit, disappear

yeah if i'm around good friends and just eating / listening to music

I enjoy it a lot

the fuck is wrong with you crafty

I just ponder reality abd shit

but when i was young and just smoking weed to dick around with kids i barely knew in highschool or college

that shit sucked

i've gotten so unaccustomed to alcohol for some reason that it's scary

i can't even find a drink that suits me

what do you mean?

wine would be good, but the one thats affordable here is second best thing to poison

where are you at again?

Everything makes 'sense' to me on pot

UK?

I dont know, i can have only 2 glasses of some booze and for the rest of the day im completely unproductive

So I go off and ponder reality

not drunk, or anything

but i just cant do anything useful

sounds like the problem is you're drinking not at night

morning afters are becoming unbearable

it's just escapism

funny thing is morning afters from whiskey are probably most bearable

I've never had a bad experience on pot other than being around other people

but after wine or beer or brandy its really teribble to the point of simply not being worth it, worth the night before

Where I couldn't escape fast enough

i feel like shit if i drink a lot beer

that's about it

i basically cant stand it at this point

otherwise nothing coffee won't fix

i've never drank beer or done drugs

if i had it my way i'd probably drink one of those good import vodkas but they dont have them in every place, and i dont trust waiters who will simply pour smirnoff in

you're talking as if you live in a third world country

2nd world

i only know of earth

i basically avoid clubs and similar lpaces that have variety of drinks

make your own shit

i stick to pubs and ocasionally go on a rave or similar degenerate festivity

moonshine

mead

potato vodka

oh yes we do have those a lot around

our local shine

but when you drink that you are 100% certified going to be drunk

yeah it's mostly good stuff

it's just that our local moonshine, made of grape, has a strong alcoholic odour

which is kinda acceptable

sounds great

drinking makes you dumb

and listen to pantera

don't drink

so does living next to a highway junkton

don't do that either

college makes you dumb too

don't go to college

at least not to learn anything

if it's a transaction for a degree on a piece of paper, maybe

I had to go to college because of my parents basically

Imagine retaining the money you would have spent on college and associated expenses to live in Chiang Mai.

Later on, I regreted that i did not enroll at some college with hardest possible exams, like engineering in metallurgy

Pirating everything you need to code.

And build companies till they stick.

All the time and money you'd save.

Travel and life experiences with disciplined autodidactism are all that matters.

Then again, my college was free of charge so at least i got something going for me

But when it's not free.

how do so many people get free college

In all respects I was a late bloomer, So i kind of wasted many years of my youth that others would have used better

college is like a mixture of people going for free and people paying 6.8% compounding capitilaizing interest

I've been having lessons in piano and guitar ever since i was a kid, but never actually got interested into the damn thing all on my own until i was like 18

and came to regret that i didnt play those things to death like a kid

but then again i dont really regret it either, i just didnt have it in me back then

what's your mbti

my what

YOUR SOUL

ask @fallot sometime about mbti

he's the overseer

is that the four letter stuff

yes

INTJ

boo

according to some online test

you seem intpish

IRL i think im more straightforward than my rest results say

but i do analyze my life, up to the most basic interactions sometimes

but not always

sometimes i just crash the door with my foot, and stick my strap on dildo into someone's pudding

intj humor

wasn't funny

it dont matta

my username and avatar is intp humor

now that's funny

i dont even wanna know what intp is