I just know most of my shit isn't being made better by my decisions - so I don't bother coming in to say ""yo yo haha I'm stilla mess niggqa!!!""

Lol

I just face each day knowing that I got people that would be disappointed if I quit.
And I put myself second

Thats a good idea

@jaguarknight I know how you feel. But you gotta share the weight, even for a day. Dosent make it wrong if you alsonhave some of your issues talked about. It the difference of decompressing and putting it out there, and having a plan of attack, vs just blurting each small thing for attention. I dont think anyone here is looking for attention or a pity party

Im just going through the motions anymore

I made peace with myself many years ago that I had more important things to worry about then my depression and havent been since. Im lucky Im able to do it but it took 3-4 yrs of work to get where I am now

@thedarkness05
I hope not, pity parties are big gay

Opening up honestly is good

Wake up.showrr. feed animals. Go to work. Fuck off for 8 hours. Come home. Make a half assed dinner. Play xbox or music . The crash at 2 or 3 in the morning

Tonights dinner consisted of goldfish crackers and Orange juice

When do you wake up?

Haven't had OJ in a while
Just don't burn yourself out my guy

Like 8 on the morning

My scedules fucked

And because im a mechanic and our nazi bitch of a governor has closed most of the state i make maybe 4 hours a day

Same here. But maybe you should look at mixing it up a bit. Or therapy. It dosent work for me, but you should try it once or twice

You should make a concous decicion to get minimum 6 hrs sleep EVERY night, prefer 7

The sec9nd reas9n i dont go. Shits expensive

@queefburgler
I feel that
Most techs at my shop have been making under 5 hours a day if that

Go find woods, find a comfy spot on the ground with blue sky above and nap, its fr very relaxing

Yeah

Try to exercize OUTSIDE more. Increased oxygen intake increases dopemineand makes ya feel better

@hootenanny4569 i woukd but im honestly afraid of the cops around here. Writing tickets and shit. Like i cant afford that

Sheeeeeeit i should rise my dirtbike

Ride

You have a national park around?

They closed in my state

Why would they ticket you for napping in park?

Thats fucking stupid

You know how some cops are

Its a NATIONAL PARK they cant close it

@hootenanny4569
You'd be surprised

Idk actually how that would work

No idea

Get the park rangers to enforce

Fuck em park somewhere you can and walk to the woods

Call it paranoia but cant really trust most people right now

If your all alone then you oughta be good, they only shut down toilets, pavallions and picnic tables

Should be

Im telling you bro if they have a problem just ask them why it's a problem to social distane from others and be innawoods?

If they say it is then just leave and dont come back

Too bad i didn't have a guille suit

Sit in a tree and yell at em and see if the could find me

But fuck that sounds dumb as dog balls on a goat

Yeah

Nm sucks

I really wanna see the lawsuits roll in against the government after this is over. But we all know the supreme court will sleep on most of it

I was in AZ for 14 months god I wanted to kill myself (metaphorically) as a PA boi I hayed the desert, fuck thay shit

Stuck, with no way to leave

Oh shit, another yank

I love the deser and the forests

Deser are tasty

Either one imo is great to run into if you know hwer to go

Nah man, forrests are my jam. The destert is neat, but idk about long term

Fucking much prefer forrest hills and mountians

Same

Long term fuck that. Too open

But as a way to get out yes

Call me old fashoned but I prefer my outdoors to be green, not tan 10mo out of the year,white for 3 days, green a mo and shit brown the rest

@hootenanny4569
What about a combo
Trees and brush
But sun baked and the mesquite wants to kill you

Yes but fuck the asian mesquite, they can die in a hell hole, mot useless thing ever, not even good polinators

Got damn i want some bbq now

They are not useless

Their wood is perfect for grilling or smoking

Mosquitos? fuck em

Yo
So
If a mosquitoes bites you and then bites your bro
Is that gay?
Cause you're literally inside him

Was your bro wesring socks

Wearing

Yeah

At that fuck you im going to bed, jk gnighg yall

And boots

@hootenanny4569
Answer the question

Then not gay

Thanks
Cause had me worried there

I need the night to mull it over

Night all

Yeeyee

Ill be for probably another 5 hours or so

Sleep

Go to sleep

Nooooooo

Your not my dad

At least get 7 plz

7 hrs also your dads prob not a degen weeb soooooookoooooooo

Hes not im the dissapointment of the family and stay out of my room fucker

Ok imma go to bed, plz at least tey to get a couple more hrs of sleep then usual, I guarentee youll feel better in the morn

Lol i

Maybe

Maybe not

Fine, thats all i can squeeze outta you gnighy

Lol

Buddy check
Y'all good?

Yeah chief, I'm doing as good as I can

Good to know, it's important that we don't forget each other

Course not, we're all one big ghey family, we take care of each other here

@jaguarknight no

Whats happening

What’s up bro

What’s up?

Sadness