Message from @hootenanny4569

Discord ID: 700182078767104063


2020-04-16 03:08:40 UTC  

Gf and mom both think i need therapy

2020-04-16 03:08:49 UTC  

I probably do but i refuse to go

2020-04-16 03:09:01 UTC  

""wE aLl NeEd ThErApY""

2020-04-16 03:09:06 UTC  

Lol

2020-04-16 03:09:08 UTC  

> Real talk though. Who else doesnt open up because your problems arent as bad or past trauma is as bad as someone elses
@queefburgler


All the time, especially when others open up

2020-04-16 03:09:19 UTC  

If I am in a bad mood beer doesnt help. But Im usully good tbh

2020-04-16 03:09:23 UTC  

I dont. I stopped comparing issues, because its still equal and valid. Hearing others troubles puts things in perspective for me though. But I'll still tell y'all how I feel every now and then

2020-04-16 03:10:01 UTC  

Smashed that MF heart react

2020-04-16 03:10:05 UTC  

@thedarkness05
Yeah but when your troubles consist of issues that could be settled in a day when your brother's fighting for his life
Kinda hard to say anything

2020-04-16 03:10:23 UTC  

Like instead of not being an asshole i laughed at nurses dead friend on facebook then made fun of her when she messeged me about it

2020-04-16 03:10:35 UTC  

I just know most of my shit isn't being made better by my decisions - so I don't bother coming in to say ""yo yo haha I'm stilla mess niggqa!!!""

2020-04-16 03:10:41 UTC  

Lol

2020-04-16 03:11:33 UTC  

I just face each day knowing that I got people that would be disappointed if I quit.
And I put myself second

2020-04-16 03:11:52 UTC  

Thats a good idea

2020-04-16 03:12:02 UTC  

@jaguarknight I know how you feel. But you gotta share the weight, even for a day. Dosent make it wrong if you alsonhave some of your issues talked about. It the difference of decompressing and putting it out there, and having a plan of attack, vs just blurting each small thing for attention. I dont think anyone here is looking for attention or a pity party

2020-04-16 03:12:05 UTC  

Im just going through the motions anymore

2020-04-16 03:12:22 UTC  

I made peace with myself many years ago that I had more important things to worry about then my depression and havent been since. Im lucky Im able to do it but it took 3-4 yrs of work to get where I am now

2020-04-16 03:12:48 UTC  

@thedarkness05
I hope not, pity parties are big gay

Opening up honestly is good

2020-04-16 03:13:06 UTC  

Wake up.showrr. feed animals. Go to work. Fuck off for 8 hours. Come home. Make a half assed dinner. Play xbox or music . The crash at 2 or 3 in the morning

2020-04-16 03:13:27 UTC  

Tonights dinner consisted of goldfish crackers and Orange juice

2020-04-16 03:13:36 UTC  

When do you wake up?

2020-04-16 03:14:03 UTC  

Haven't had OJ in a while
Just don't burn yourself out my guy

2020-04-16 03:14:19 UTC  

Like 8 on the morning

2020-04-16 03:14:28 UTC  

My scedules fucked

2020-04-16 03:15:04 UTC  

And because im a mechanic and our nazi bitch of a governor has closed most of the state i make maybe 4 hours a day

2020-04-16 03:15:14 UTC  

Same here. But maybe you should look at mixing it up a bit. Or therapy. It dosent work for me, but you should try it once or twice

2020-04-16 03:15:32 UTC  

You should make a concous decicion to get minimum 6 hrs sleep EVERY night, prefer 7

2020-04-16 03:15:40 UTC  

The sec9nd reas9n i dont go. Shits expensive

2020-04-16 03:16:24 UTC  

@queefburgler
I feel that
Most techs at my shop have been making under 5 hours a day if that

2020-04-16 03:17:09 UTC  

Go find woods, find a comfy spot on the ground with blue sky above and nap, its fr very relaxing

2020-04-16 03:17:11 UTC  

Yeah

2020-04-16 03:18:00 UTC  

Try to exercize OUTSIDE more. Increased oxygen intake increases dopemineand makes ya feel better

2020-04-16 03:18:11 UTC  

@hootenanny4569 i woukd but im honestly afraid of the cops around here. Writing tickets and shit. Like i cant afford that

2020-04-16 03:18:29 UTC  

Sheeeeeeit i should rise my dirtbike

2020-04-16 03:18:32 UTC  

Ride

2020-04-16 03:18:37 UTC  

You have a national park around?

2020-04-16 03:18:46 UTC  

They closed in my state

2020-04-16 03:18:59 UTC  

Why would they ticket you for napping in park?

2020-04-16 03:19:07 UTC  

Thats fucking stupid

2020-04-16 03:19:23 UTC  

You know how some cops are

2020-04-16 03:19:32 UTC  

Its a NATIONAL PARK they cant close it