I will be remembered

like if this guy hurts himself

fucking crab rave

lmao

Cause his ideology is most likely a result of his hurt

I think the line I will be remmbered sums out Kultros problem

Don’t stress out too much
At least ask help from someone out there if you know em well

It sounds familiar to me

I don't know who I am, I don't know what my purpose even is

Maybe that's why I've attached myself to an ideology

but

im also drunk and high af so who fucking knows

You can find something purposeful, you don't have to hurt people

I have attached myself to ideology as well

so

but again purpose is subjective

So you want a place to belong?

I'm learning how to live with a perceived lack of purpose as well

Kultro, none of us have a set purpose. You get to decide your own as a conscious individual.

your purpose will surely come later
no need to stress out about it this early

based anon

The communities you’re engaging in are ultimately harmful for your mental health. It would be for anyone feeling what you feel

^

like

for example

You can talk to us if you feel the need to. We won’t judge you

Yeah, you can fight for a better world, or you can punch down, or you can find an art to devote yourself to, or you could fuck around and get high,

because we know the weight of the world can break a man

if you started going to some lefties even retarded ones they are probably gonna be more sympathetic when you tell them this shit then if a leftie came to a nazi they would call him a n*gger and shit

just saying

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Your own brain is your worst enemy, but trust me, hurting others and punching down isn't a good life.

I think I am insane already. And I don't know how to even tell, everyone says I'm crazy and fucked up, I've done every drug in the book many times and have probably fucked my brain up since I did that shit when I was 16. Now I'll probably get PTSD from sand people and be officially fucked up

I think my purpose is to be a warrior for the white race

I had a vision in a shroom trip

But I had a bunch of propaganda and runes around me during the trip

That’s not the way forward Kultro. The rigid social structures of the world are what’s causing your lack of direction

We'll see when I'm 25 and my brain is developed if im not dead

I think jews did this

THey took what was mine

Yeah, shrooms make you really suggestible I wouldn't use em for anything besides religious meditation and fun

THey took what could have been mine

a destiny and a purpose

Wait no need to blame the jews on this one

^

these natsocs are pushing ideas that will reinforce the very conditions that created your lack of purpose

The Jews didn't, it's society

y es

based anon

Jewish people are a scapegoat so society doesn't have to change

Please open yourself up to alternatives. Embracing national socialism will only lead to an even farther decline

exactly

you must at least give it a try if you want to move forward

in terms of considering other viewpoints I mean

those who do not move do not notice their chains

I have a fucking Valknot tattooed on me and was in a skinhead gang for about 7 months before something happened, I am pretty set in concrete

idk how to go back

tattoo removals exist I think first off

and skinhead gangs are leavable

Just open yourself
Be willing to look into the Ideas of others

^

Exactly

It's okay, there are plenty of tattoo artists who'll help with that stuff

we must analyze all ideas in connections with others

My mom cried when I got a hate crime felony and said she doesn't even know who I am anymore. her little boy that used to play video games and hang with them turned into a nazi with tattoos that started buying guns and survival gear. they think im fucking insane

Instead of just calling anything that goes against your ideology “Jewed”

The volknot also Isn't necessarily a Nazi symbol, so you could pass it off as something else

It’s not too late to change. Those symbols all over your body mean nothing if you work to fix your mistakes

exactly

I know it doesn't mean much, but it's never too late to change, and I'll forgive you

we must analyze all phenomena in connection with others

analyzing things on their core and without analyzing the environment in which they are formed leads to the loss of meaning

in this case ideology

point is

analyze other ideologies

I just think everything is a lie and everyone is lying to me though

MY brother is a professor and tells me shit all the time but I think hes a liar

Because he thinks the holocaust is real

I cant change when everything seems like a lie

Just find someone who isn't really politically associated

Derealization is a bitch

you gotta at least just consider, we aren't asking you to go fucking become a god damn communist or conservative or some shit, just consider other viewpoints

nobody is lying to you right now. Nazism is what got you where you are now, and it won’t get better if you continue down this road.

^

Everyone chill out, we’re doing too much at once

It's gonna be okay though, you're gonna be okay, if ya ever need to talk, I'm here, I know it doesn't mean much, but I think you're a good person who got mislead

I’m here too

as am I

I don't know I'll probably be who I usually am tomorrow when I'm not on a million kratom and 4 shots of hennesy

oh hey cmad, your from finbols commune

yep

hey

sup

Well if that's how it goes that's how it goes, but like I said, always here

the question you must ask yourself, when getting drunk are you exposing your real self or creating a new self?

Kultro, you are yourself right now. Just try to calm yourself and we can talk about anything you want whenever we can

oh wow anon is also here

did yall get invited or something

We all joined earlier today

I think one way to fix one your problem is to lay off the drugs
They’re messing with you