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i think i'm gonna be alright

does anyone else here get seasonal depression?

live

thats it

i dont know if its seasonal but i get depression

periodically

same

sometimes i get extremely depressed

idk

could be my meds

nigger doctor prescribing me shit

bro if i were u

id get off the jew drugs

and only take the vyvanse

yes

i keep telling my doc

hes only increasing this med

just dont take what he gives u then

lol gud luck with the withdrawal

its a really bad med

stim withdrawal is really fucking bad

i cant just stop it

i was on psychotropics most of my life from ages 6 to 18

it can give me heart problems

shit like Tenex, Equetro, Invega, Metformin, Risperdal for a lil bit

you have to wean yourself off

intuniv sucks

fucking psychiatrists prescribing me all kinds of shit

same

its all a fucking hackjob

because my neurological conditions gave me serious behavior problems as a kid

the constipation i get from my meds

i was a fucking zombie

theres no studies confirming psychiatric drugs have long term benefits to patients

They haven't been invented long enough

one time an autistic child flipped me a long time ago

he almost tried to stab me

>my dumbass friend thinks my mental state has been deteriorating over time

i was bullied in grade 3 for no reason

he's not my friend anymore

then in grade 4 hell broke lose

o

i was a bad kid in grade 4

from anger

it's always anger, isn't it

of what happened in grade 3

bullied for fucking nothing

"oh my child is prone to outbursts and gets angry in class"

"PUT HIM ON PILLS"

^

fuck's sae

i was sent to an emergency room by my principle

for having a "bad mental state"

our great-grandfathers beat our fathers whenever they had outbursts and got angry in class

*beat our grandfathers

just beat your kids lmao

the people at the hospital said that i was ok

i once gave my teacher the finger in grade 4

i cant imagine the people at these jewish schools

i go to a cuntholic school

im not religious

i have to be at work in just under 4 hours and 20 minutes

do i blaze it or not?

o

damn

yes

blaze it

always

i want a job

i blaze 2 minutes before work

makes it better

cant find any good jobs anywhere

i just want to make fucking money

hehe

should go to community college for Computer Science

u can make shit ton with just 2 year

yeah

ur right

yes spend as little money as possible on college

my moms brother was a scriptor

community college is the way to go

yeah

lol

next thing to learn should be c++

learning it can be very useful

im gonna have to learn c++ next semester

its a good language as well

i am doing css and html

i wanna learn C# though so i can fuck aroudn in unity

unity

lol

flashbacks of shitty android unity games

problem in linux? simple. recompile the kernel

i might switch to linux mint

idk

my laptop is shit

lol mac masterrace

cant run garrys mod at 20fps

at low settings

>tfw dated a girl who was PC master race and came from a tech-savvy family

i might upgrade the ram in my laptop

i grew up with a pc when i was little

i really ought to upgrade my pc but id basically have to get a new motherboard, cpu, and gpu

q.q

o

our family desktop pc has an asus rx 460 with 4gb of ram

50 degrees celsius just using chrome

acer 500$ range laptops are great if u cheap assing it

i was going to get one

but i was forced to get this shit asus one

mine serves me well

my school laptop is dope

i mostly do a bunch of java and C# coding

dell xps 13

aalso games

i7

4k screen

4k screen is retarded

true

1080p is ok

if u do it right

a 4k tv as a monitor isnt that bad tbh

my bro who makes 150k a year working from home

it blue screened on me when i was writing an essay today

as a programmer

>playing PC games from pre-2005 on 4K settings

i lost that document

lol

uses a 4k tv monitor

on his work setup

like imagine playing Diablo 1 or Morrowind in 4K

at home

we bought a 900p monitor in 2006

how big ?

expensive

me

i have no idea

i saw it but i cant measure by thought

like your average living room type 4k

wall mounted

type shit

he tri screens it

the problem with increasing the resolution is you cant go back

uses a laptop RDPing to his work laptop

i grew up with low specs

and connects to the tv as well

as a kid i used my dsi alot

a long time ago

it was the shit

i want a similar setup when i finish my degree

hope it goes well

im most likely working in an office tho for 2 years

before i can go remote

but they have a keg

and some other cool shit

lol

i interned there

flipnote 👌

i like java

nintendo switch pro controller is 80$

samee

but i will most likely be working in their C# based backend

2ds is 80$

luckily its just java in disguise

i should learn java before c++

its easier

yeah

cause it manages memory automatically

i want to work my way up

who needs 4 gtx 1080's

sone youtubers make pcs with them

why do you need that much

lol idk

im still using a gtx 460

o

i have an asus rog rx 460

4 total storage mediums

total of 5 TB

how many pepes is that

i dont want to upgrade to windows 10 wat do

r u on 8

7 lol

STAY ON IT

my laptop cant support it

theyre gonna start phasing it out

if u do go on 10 make sure u turn off all telemtry and do a clean install

but it would run better if i had it

i use 10

i hate win 8 and 10

with the microsoft account bullshit

i use ubuntu in VM sometimes as well

to be a linux fag

kali linux off usb

wtf is wrong with microjew

is that a dell

yes

linux shit the bed

i dont see the point in linux since im using mac os rn

thats unix

ye

yeah it satisfies all my needs

o

i used ubuntu desktop the last couple of years

i dual boot with windows 10 for gaming

this is best

@Norwegian Black Metal

my nigger

ubuntu and windows 10

HAHAHAHAHA

tweet

jesus christ man

tf?

we have 2 females in our firm they just do all the shitty css work

lol

they should stay in the kitchen lol

jk

lol i figured out css in the 10th grade

you learn css in 10th grade?

nvm

css is easy

^

yeah i just used bootstrap

i am teaching myself

pretty good library

https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=60&v=0E_vZ-_2fv4

look at these fucken niggers

lol

causing mayhem at a timmies

for fucks sake

10 cents?

oveer 10cents

timmies

fucken dindus

innocent

glazed nigger donut

🆙 | **darkb0ss leveled up!**

the best

oi

look at all the white civilized people

around them

lol my mcdonalds has a cop because of nogs like this

fucking animals

LOL

smashes the window and takes a doughnut

well thats how niggers act