should've listened to uncle alibaba

I wish I never asked out my first crush

fuuuuuuck i just cracked my neck bad

it didnt feel very good

Are you dead yet

i cant die yet

i havent hugged him

Actually, speaking of dying

I found out unfortunately that a HS classmate I knew and was in a friend group of mine died very recently

Shit, what happened?

I don't know

Just says "unexpectedly"

as bad as it sounds, I think that may mean he OD'd or something

Yeesh

He was a really cool dude though, so I hope it was just a peaceful, unfortunate passing instead

Hopefully

also, on a completely different note

In the last 2+ days now

I have only had 1 apple sauce and a fuck ton of water bottles

Apple sauce is fucking great

You need to eat more though

Yeah

I want to slim down a fuck ton

to a more feminine level

Im not fat whatsoever

but I could absolutely do better

been doing 20 squats and sit ups each day for a week now

Don't end up like my big bro

How?

He never ate and he was a fucking twig

Had to go to the hospital

Jesus

His heart could have just stopped or something

It was that bad

Holy fuck, that's awful

I don't plan to go that bad

I'll likely eat normally tomorrow

In fact I only ate the apple sauce cause I felt like I was going to literally vomit

I'm sure you don't live off of soy milk and eggs at least

You should be fine

Maybe the lack of eating is why I felt physically sick every time I got worried about her talking to him 🤔

That's just stress

I've had that a lot

Yeh

Usually when I get stress I get a very strange and unpleasant feeling in my fingertips

That's after like fights with my dad that end bad though

It's hard for me to gain weight.

Same

I can't gain weight even though I eat a shit ton

These ones actually haven't ended like that

I dunno if it's the same for me

I called my dad a piece of shit once and I felt so sick after

Damn

Felt like i was gonna pass out

And my weight always bounce. Sometimes I'm as light as 150lbs, sometimes I'm only as light as 165lbs. Though my diet is really mixed due to being poor. So some days I eat a proper 4 to 5 meals a day, some days just one or two.

I should probably lose some weight

I'm not fat but still

Yeam same

Drop to 200.

Fuck off roo

That's my ideal weight.

That I hope to reach some day.

I'm around 160ish right now

But probably won't..

Wait

Maybe less, been a while

I forgot you guys use pounds

I don't know what it converts to

roo google

72 kg

90 to 91.

I'm around 90 kg

It's mostly muscle

height?

Oh, you're already at the 200lb mark.

Fuck.

I've never measured my height

I'm pretty tall though

Ah

I'm like

5'6

Taller than most adults here

I've got a very bad sense of height tbh

I have measuring marks on my wall.

I've moved too many times, I'd never be able to try

Same

I'm like a quarter inch below 6'1." The average adult is like 5'8"

I'll break your knees

Yeah I'm short

Or for US, at least. We have shorties.

19 and 5'6

Tasmania has the shortest people i've ever seen

Kids are taller

http://www.averageheight.co/average-male-height-by-country

I pretty much stopped growing mid to early HS

5'9" for US. Or 176cm

I think i'm gonna stop growing soon

Helps though, my coat still fits since I got it in the summer before Sophomore year

Yeah, I kinda stopped growing around junior year.

And it's a woman's medium