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Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:41:05

and hot sauce

Hadrian 2018-01-29 17:49:33

Next year I'm doing Ghost Peppers, FDrancisca habs, Fatalii and Shishito

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 18:59:26

If anyone has tips or tricks for coming off benzos: spill your guts

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 18:59:36

Having a hard time with this shit

skymlong (TWP) 2018-01-29 19:20:38

shit dude, I wish you the best. have you been gradually tapering? I suppose it almost goes without saying, but be particularly mindful of how you're feeling at all times; alcohol and benzos are the only substances that can be fatal if withdrawing from cold turkey without being monitored in the right setting with the right medicine to help prevent seizures

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:24:19

Not cold turkey. I’m using CBD to prevent seizures. Gradual tapering you could say, but I’m making more jumps than suggested to get off quicker. It’s barely manageable but I’m doing it

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:25:16

I have sobriety in my sights and I’m not going to lose focus. With the naturals I have tried now, I know for a fact I can manage without the psychiatric drugs

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:25:41

So it’s just a miserable taper experience. Every day is pain and misery.

CatoHostilius 2018-01-29 21:34:31

@FashyGoy1488 Dang dude, hope you get off the stuff soon

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:35:27

Working on it my dude. It’s fucking gay

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:35:43

I didn’t know what to do at the time so I started on meds

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:35:51

Now I know what to do

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:06

So I’m bound and determined to get off the psychiatric meds

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:16

It’s just a matter of time and suffering

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:37

I will come out on top of this. Eventually.

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:36:56

Taking a big cut in dose this week so it’s been brutal

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:37:03

But I will be off meds faster this way

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 21:37:11

And that’s real important to me

Hadrian 2018-01-29 21:40:53

You'll be stronger for it

Hadrian 2018-01-29 21:40:59

I was taking 12 pills a day

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 22:06:57

That was my peak too

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:06:58

Holy shit fam

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:07:25

I’m coming off what was a peak of needing 4mg of Xanax to make it through 24hrs

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:07:40

Now I’m on about half that

Fash Dragon 2018-01-29 22:07:44

@FashyGoy1488 when I was quitting I thought consciously about every reason why I hated Jews. Helped take my mind off things

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:07

Yeah anything external really. Thinking about anything BUT yourself is quite helpful

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:18

I wish I knew what I know now before agreeing to take meds

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:26

But it’s ok

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:32

I’ll get through this

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:08:34

Hail Victory

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:15:45

At my peak I was taking between 6 and 8mg of xanax a day

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:16:23

my job was causing an enormous amount of stress

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:18:12

Yeah I’m f/t college and work

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:18:25

And I put a lot on my plate because I’m very ambitious

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:18:33

And I’m always thinking in the future

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:18:40

Causes a great deal of anxiety

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:18:46

yep

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:18:48

But I need not to drown it out with drugs

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:18:54

There’s better ways

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:18:58

I was being treated for bipolar disorder

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:19:05

that's why 12 pills a day

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:19:08

I was treated for depression and anxiety

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:19:17

But I understand your situation

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:19:32

I don't think I actually had it

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:19:36

I had stress

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:19:47

They thought I was bi polar for a while but it turns out I was just being a teenager lol

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:19:52

caused similar symptoms, but the kike psychiatrist put me on heavy meds

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:20:11

benzos, lithium, antipsychotics

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:21:00

After I quit that job, lost insurance for a while and had to stop. And guess what? No cycling

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:21:08

no panic attacks

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:22:42

that was around the same time I started figuring out the truth about The Jew

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:25:09

Of course the kike rushed to get me on heavy medications instead of telling me that maybe I was killing myself working for a kike owned company

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:25:48

Yeah my doc was a Christian but they get paid to put you on drugs

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:25:52

That’s what they do

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:26:07

I’m just over it and don’t want it anymore

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:26:15

There are better ways to cope

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:26:20

yes there are

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:26:32

God and Naturals

Hadrian 2018-01-29 22:27:41

and learning better ways to cope with stress, like talking to your brothers here

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-29 22:38:55

Exactly

fassel 2018-01-30 03:08:50

You guys all take your vitamins and vegetables today?

Hadrian 2018-01-30 03:09:12

yep

Hadrian 2018-01-30 03:11:50

oh @fassel you shave your own head right?

fassel 2018-01-30 03:45:42

Yup

fassel 2018-01-30 03:47:37

I dont use a razor though, just the trimmer, i dont like to cut myself and i like folks to know im bald by choice not by happenstance. When they can tell youve got a full head a hair but choose to shave that shit off, they know😉 @Hadrian

fassel 2018-01-30 03:50:01

Also dont like usong a razor on my face 90% of the time, just the trimmer all around, every day or 2 usually on my face and once a week or 2 on my head depending on motivation. I usually do it after a few beers while blaring loud oi! Or rac or any good skinhead tunes.

fassel 2018-01-30 03:53:17

However since ive been unemployed past 3 weeks ive let it grow a bit so i look more like a normie sort of (minus my bad ass scars on my face) so i can land a job. But i start next monday at a decent place so probably gonna shave all this junk back off then. Having hair sucks after going skinhead for so long. Its a clean refreshing feeling to liberate yourself from your follicle prison

fassel 2018-01-30 03:56:35

Shaved head and combat boots is a good look on any proud white man.

CatoHostilius 2018-01-30 04:01:37

🤔

CatoHostilius 2018-01-30 04:01:46

I've got them flowing locks bruv

Fevs 2018-01-30 04:02:00

@CatoHostilius You some kinda chick?

CatoHostilius 2018-01-30 04:02:11

#exposed

fassel 2018-01-30 04:11:43

Only one allowed to have flowing locks is @FashyGoy1488

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:12:38

That’s right haha

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:13:30

Longhair Nationalism

Fevs 2018-01-30 04:14:39

get a haircut HIPPIE

CatoHostilius 2018-01-30 04:15:26

@FashyGoy1488 That's a pretty metal haircut, keep it

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:18:19

@fassel I shaved my head a couple days ago, now I have some red bumps on the back of my neck. Ever happen to you?

Fevs 2018-01-30 04:19:27

Nigga I don't know how to tell you this, but I think you gave yourself aids

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:19:41

fugg :DDD

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:20:21

The ladies love the long hair. I’ll keep it until the race war.

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:20:54

Hadrian I used to shave my head every couple weeks

fassel 2018-01-30 04:20:57

@Hadriannope cause i dont use a razor, thats razpr burn,

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:21:02

The bumps is from the shaving

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:21:18

Just be sure you’re shaving with clean blades and clean skin

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:21:22

That’s all you can do

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:21:26

Otherwise it’s normal

fassel 2018-01-30 04:21:34

Thats your hair trying to poke back through your skin

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:21:41

Basically

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:21:53

I was a skin for a while

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:22:01

Lemme see if I can find a pic

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:23:13

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:23:26

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:23:27

I used an electric shaver to get it close and then an electric face razor to get it the rest of the way

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:23:40

then i grew it out a little

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:24:09

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:24:13

there it is

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:24:18

fully shaven on the left

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:24:28

nice

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:24:44

i can pull off either look

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:24:48

I think I'll keep it, kinda like it. Just need to figure out how to do it right

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:25:00

what sucks is the in between mark...

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:25:10

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:25:15

gay as fuck right

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:25:40

better than a middle part with this length

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:25:52

middle parts with that length look sooooo bad

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:26:04

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:26:12

then it gets a little longer and you can part it

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:26:17

looks better side parted at this length

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:26:36

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:26:48

then you get to here and you're a fuckin badass

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:26:49

lol

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:27:19

i'm so glad i grew up and grew it out

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:27:26

and im glad i beefed up

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:27:31

haha

fassel 2018-01-30 04:29:53

fassel 2018-01-30 04:30:13

Still working on beefin up

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:30:15

nice

fassel 2018-01-30 04:30:21

But ive always been skin y

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:30:28

lookin good my dude

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:30:30

you look healthy

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:30:35

what shaver do you use? I don't think mine was really made for it

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:30:37

100% bavarian phenotype?

fassel 2018-01-30 04:30:55

All german baby

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:30:59

fuck yeah

CatoHostilius 2018-01-30 04:31:02

I'm trying to beef up

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:31:05

you look proper german

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:31:12

you got this cato

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:31:12

everything I see online is about either balding people or metrosexuals

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:31:21

liftwaffe some 30s at home or something

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:31:32

you can do a shitload with dumbbells

fassel 2018-01-30 04:31:43

@Hadriani think its a remington

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:31:48

i do most of my exercizes with them

fassel 2018-01-30 04:31:56

Just a 20 dollar trimmer from Kroger

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:03

yeah, i always used cheap trimmers

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:10

all one length so it dont matter

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:13

just get it all

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:14

haha

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:32:32

yeah the one I used wouldn't go as close as I wanted

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:34

eventually it will loose its charge and you'll have to leave it plugged in to use it

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:36

but fuck it!

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:38

😄

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:45

take the guard off

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:32:49

had to hit it with the electric facial razor to get it down

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:32:52

I did

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:32:57

still not as close?

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:03

use an electric face shaver then

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:05

for all the rest

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:33:09

that's what I did

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:11

oh

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:33:13

now I have razor bumps

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:14

well you should be good

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:17

yeah

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:23

you can try 1 guard

fassel 2018-01-30 04:33:28

Oh mine is a plug in, no battery

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:35

but anything more and you look like my first pic screaming into the mic

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:44

thats like a 2 guard in that photo

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:52

maybe even a 3 at that point

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:33:58

anyways

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:34:19

plug in is fine

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:34:32

you should be good if you keep your skin clean first and always keep your equipment clean

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:36:34

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:36:43

that aint bad bro

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:36:46

looks fine

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:36:55

a couple here and there will just kind of happen

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:37:12

back of the neck is worst, just hard to get a photo at that angle

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:37:20

behind the ears man

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:37:24

that was hardest for me

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:37:45

so I just keep it up and the skin will get used to it?

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:38:19

yepp

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:38:30

i did it a long time

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:38:46

perfect

Fevs 2018-01-30 04:40:01

Implying you're not a balding metrosexual

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:40:27

oh shit, I've been found out

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:43:11

xD

fassel 2018-01-30 04:45:07

The virgin shave cause im balding, the chad shave cause fuck you thats why

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:45:14

^

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:45:26

Apparantly hipsters are doing it now and using fancy oils and shit

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:46:29

Oils do help

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:46:39

I didn’t use it cuz money

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:46:42

I was a broke ass

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:46:59

Well I used it once because my gf bought me some

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:47:04

God that was years ago

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:47:06

I feel okd

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:47:09

*old

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:47:23

29 my dudes... 30 April 5th

fassel 2018-01-30 04:47:49

Fancy oils? Thats a bit much if you ask me

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:47:56

It is a bit much

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:48:00

You don’t really need it

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:48:09

does it actually work? I figured it was just a way to scam hipsters for $30 bottles of scalp oil

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:48:09

But it helps against the bumps

fassel 2018-01-30 04:48:13

Meh, ill be 29 in june, not far off

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:48:26

It actually works but your head will get used to it man

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:48:27

I turned 29 recently

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:48:37

Shit were all old fucks

fassel 2018-01-30 04:48:37

Jaysus! $30?!?!

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:48:47

probably

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:49:02

they love spending shit on hair products

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:49:08

even when they don't have hair

fassel 2018-01-30 04:49:32

I like not having to dry hair or beard after showering, saves so much time

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:52:52

Yeah that’s nice

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:52:59

It feels good

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:53:04

Low maintenance

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 04:53:12

Tactically efficient

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:55:59

looks badass too

Hadrian 2018-01-30 04:56:12

I'm glad I got rid of the Spencer cut

fassel 2018-01-30 05:08:12

Yeah you see that shit on cuckbois and faggots too often these days. Not to mention the high maintenance.

Hadrian 2018-01-30 05:10:04

yep

CatoHostilius 2018-01-30 05:20:05

I'm not even 20

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 13:46:08

@Hadrian looks like a slav skull structure tbh

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 13:46:41

>tfw untermensch-tier bones

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 13:47:35

That's why I don't go for the skinhead look

Hadrian 2018-01-30 13:56:07

nah, no Slav blood I know of

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 14:42:33

Withdrawals bad today

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 14:42:36

Prayers please

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 14:42:42

I love you guys

Hadrian 2018-01-30 14:43:04

You'll be okay

Hadrian 2018-01-30 14:43:22

Its going to feel great when you're over it

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 14:59:41

I know and I’m so ready for that

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 14:59:48

I barely made it to campus today

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 14:59:58

It’s at a peak but I keep praying

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 15:00:20

I’ll get through this I just need prayers and as much spiritual strength as possible

Hadrian 2018-01-30 15:02:46

Of course, praying for you

Der Jäger 2018-01-30 15:24:25

Damn bro hang in there

Der Jäger 2018-01-30 15:24:35

Prayers outbound

Hadrian 2018-01-30 15:25:29

believe me, I know firsthand how terrible it can be

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 17:14:55

Thanks guys

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 17:15:17

I hurt all over and I’m sick to my stomach but it will all be worth it in the end

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 17:15:30

I got to and from the far campus safely

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 17:15:35

That’s a big deal to me anyways

Fash Dragon 2018-01-30 17:30:38

You're doing good man.

Fash Dragon 2018-01-30 17:31:21

I left my speech class early so I could get the fresh ass waffle fries in the cafeteria

Hadrian 2018-01-30 17:31:31

EATIN'

Fash Dragon 2018-01-30 17:31:33

THAT was a good choice

Flaxxer 2018-01-30 17:31:42

Fash Dragon 2018-01-30 17:32:06

Eggplant parm, waffle fries, and whole milk

Fash Dragon 2018-01-30 17:32:56

Mullignan

Hadrian 2018-01-30 17:33:26

I'm making myself a NY-style bacon egg and cheese sandwich for lunch

Flaxxer 2018-01-30 17:35:44

I'm gonna give tribute to the fast food Jew because I got hired for same day work and I haven't eaten yet

Flaxxer 2018-01-30 17:35:53

F for my BMI

FashyGoy1488 2018-01-30 17:44:19

I can’t eat anything. This will have to do. I’ve lost 9 pounds this week...

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 19:18:53

I'm an ectomorph so I can eat tons of food without getting fat

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 19:19:17

But it also means that I'm permanently skinnymuscle instead of strongman

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 19:19:20

:(

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 19:19:59

Still more weight than @Fevs

Fash Dragon 2018-01-30 19:30:41

130 pounds of minority hatred reporting in

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 19:32:03

140 and 5'8 here

Haupstürmfuhrer Pepe 2018-01-30 19:32:09

8% body fat

Hadrian 2018-01-30 19:33:12

so much hatred in such a tiny package

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