I think that’s called anxiety

The racing mind of ADHD

Sounds like the inner ramblings of mania

Sounds like an anxiety attack to me lol

I don’t think it’s anxiety or ADHD, I think it’s just inquisitiveness and curiosity

YES

Do you think about dying at the very end?

And I love it

Makes me feel euphoric LOL

Wtf lmao sometimes ig

Like trying to conceptualize space and time or existence entirely

I get it too for sure

But its more just surrounding concepts that are so far out

Ah I hate those times

My mind will race in depth on such crazy topics

No it's like a deep deep deep mindset.

Yes

Happens to me a lot

Too much

Like involving pyramids. The 4th dimension. Concepts of religion

I imagine people like Carl Jung or Nietszche felt these things in their time

Imagine 4D space

I figured 4d would involve the motion of time and it would work like a graph of sorts, with bends and turns

It wouldn't be within the realm of our understanding, like it's literally something we can't fathom

Exactly

Graphs layered on top of graphs

Yes!

I get giddy talking about this y’all

Because you think x coordinate, y coordinate, z coordinate. The next step to me would be layered coordinates to show changes of positioning

And the feeling is euphoric. It's weird because usually humans don't like thinking these things since it makes us feel so small and unimportant in the overall grand scheme of things but in reality... I think thinking about and studying philosophical stuff outside of everyday life has helped cure my anxiety LOL

So each separate graph would be its own 4th coordinate placement.

Any time I think about space I think about how it is almost never ending and then that leads me to think, my life sucks because I’ll probably die in 60-70 years. Where as space is basically a living thing and it grows longer constantly, and apparently doesn’t die but no one knows for sure.

I think I learned this in calculus

Though time itself is simply a measurement of change, the change itself would be the coordinate

Exactly like if space exists forever, what is forever?

And time and space itself is so trippy to thinking about

Especially time. It's something we use to make sense of things

Yeah so space always leads me to think about me dying

I hated science

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Ive never been afraid of death. I figure its easier than life.

Forever is something that can't necessarily be measured by time entirely

Space is more interesting to me than time, I think it’s slightly easier to conceptualize something spatial and that can be occupied

guess the edgy pfp makes more sense now

Death is scary, but I don't spend a whole lot of time thinking about it idk

And trying to conceptualize something like 4D space is mind boggling lol

To be honest my thoughts on death are very nihilist

True

Oh I think about death for maybe 10 mins

I spent a lot of time thinking about it

Same

Yeah lol

Thinking about death itself isn't the same as specifically thinking of yourself dying though

It was for me lol

Same

Like the concept of death as a whole, vs specifically thinking of yourself dying

I wanna be known as a great person when I die

We're all gonna die lol

I would rather live nowadays tbh

I just want a better life

Now the big question is, do you believe in an afterlife of some sort

Like does heaven really exist

It's something only the dead know lol

No way to tell

Ive had many thoughts of what heaven may be

Such as, what if life is about training your soul to be more pure. And we are in life, and humand create

So what if our next life is us creating on a larger scale

Chaos's heaven is full of big titty, large cock ladyboys

Every person is in a way their own god

Kinky Lola by Francobollo

We get to do our own thing, make our ideal worlds

It’s still humanly possible to bring back life before brain function quits

Learning from the experiences of our own lives and worlds

Honestly I think its a beautiful idea

Only thing that scares me about dying is if people won’t remember as a great person

What I figure is that once I die, I can be at peace. I will no longer be worrying about everyone or everything. Just sleep.

I wish it was like sleep

Okay so I know it's cringe but I think eternal nothingness and everybody forgetting is very comforting

Because it helps me realize no matter how bad things get, there's an ending to this horror novel

And even if it's great from here out

I'm just a tired person

Being conscious is great in finite doses

I wish I was immortal

That sounds like hell for me.

Imagine being immortal and the apocalypse comes.

For me sounds like a great time

Yeah that sounds like hell for me too lol

I couldn't stand being immortal

Then youre stuck alone and suffering

Yeah

I want to die and be dead

You get to watch everyone you love die one by one

I barely want the life I've got.

I want finite life

trust me, you got that lolol

I've tried to cut this story short 3 times already and God dammit I'm getting an ending

It would be sad but I just don’t wanna die 🤷‍♂️

Awww, did the wittle baby get addicted to conscious thought

What's the point of living if everything that mattered to you while you were alive is gone?

Living in itself