Message from @Hazel

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2020-12-03 05:41:25 UTC  

Honestly I think its a beautiful idea

2020-12-03 05:42:43 UTC  

Only thing that scares me about dying is if people won’t remember as a great person

2020-12-03 05:43:27 UTC  

What I figure is that once I die, I can be at peace. I will no longer be worrying about everyone or everything. Just sleep.

2020-12-03 05:43:48 UTC  

I wish it was like sleep

2020-12-03 05:43:53 UTC  

Okay so I know it's cringe but I think eternal nothingness and everybody forgetting is very comforting

2020-12-03 05:44:21 UTC  

Because it helps me realize no matter how bad things get, there's an ending to this horror novel

2020-12-03 05:44:38 UTC  

And even if it's great from here out

2020-12-03 05:44:43 UTC  

I'm just a tired person

2020-12-03 05:44:57 UTC  

Being conscious is great in finite doses

2020-12-03 05:45:14 UTC  

I wish I was immortal

2020-12-03 05:45:34 UTC  

That sounds like hell for me.

2020-12-03 05:45:44 UTC  

Imagine being immortal and the apocalypse comes.

2020-12-03 05:45:49 UTC  

For me sounds like a great time

2020-12-03 05:45:54 UTC  

Yeah that sounds like hell for me too lol

2020-12-03 05:45:58 UTC  

I couldn't stand being immortal

2020-12-03 05:46:00 UTC  

Then youre stuck alone and suffering

2020-12-03 05:46:05 UTC  

Yeah

2020-12-03 05:46:08 UTC  

I want to die and be dead

2020-12-03 05:46:10 UTC  

You get to watch everyone you love die one by one

2020-12-03 05:46:11 UTC  

I barely want the life I've got.

2020-12-03 05:46:16 UTC  

I want finite life

2020-12-03 05:46:30 UTC  

trust me, you got that lolol

2020-12-03 05:46:38 UTC  

I've tried to cut this story short 3 times already and God dammit I'm getting an ending

2020-12-03 05:46:44 UTC  

It would be sad but I just don’t wanna die 🤷‍♂️

2020-12-03 05:47:06 UTC  

Awww, did the wittle baby get addicted to conscious thought

2020-12-03 05:47:10 UTC  

What's the point of living if everything that mattered to you while you were alive is gone?

2020-12-03 05:47:27 UTC  

Living in itself

2020-12-03 05:47:35 UTC  

That's not living lol

2020-12-03 05:47:39 UTC  

Living is exhausting man

2020-12-03 05:47:42 UTC  

I'm glad you're still here, Hazel

2020-12-03 05:47:46 UTC  

Like just from a baseline level

2020-12-03 05:47:51 UTC  

Babe

2020-12-03 05:47:52 UTC  

I know what it's like to be at that point

2020-12-03 05:48:06 UTC  

It was so funny

2020-12-03 05:48:10 UTC  

This is starting to get gay

2020-12-03 05:48:16 UTC  

<:stare:753429318645973082>

2020-12-03 05:48:17 UTC  

You're gay

2020-12-03 05:48:27 UTC  

You're a guy?

2020-12-03 05:48:31 UTC  

We havent started the blowjobs yet, calm down

2020-12-03 05:48:32 UTC  

When I was in the ambulance, the first thing I texted my mom is "will our insurance cover this?"

2020-12-03 05:48:58 UTC  

It was 4:47am so she didn't answer