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Ive never been afraid of death. I figure its easier than life.

Forever is something that can't necessarily be measured by time entirely

Space is more interesting to me than time, I think it’s slightly easier to conceptualize something spatial and that can be occupied

guess the edgy pfp makes more sense now

Death is scary, but I don't spend a whole lot of time thinking about it idk

And trying to conceptualize something like 4D space is mind boggling lol

To be honest my thoughts on death are very nihilist

True

Oh I think about death for maybe 10 mins

I spent a lot of time thinking about it

Same

Yeah lol

Thinking about death itself isn't the same as specifically thinking of yourself dying though

It was for me lol

Same

Like the concept of death as a whole, vs specifically thinking of yourself dying

I wanna be known as a great person when I die

We're all gonna die lol

I would rather live nowadays tbh

I just want a better life

Now the big question is, do you believe in an afterlife of some sort

Like does heaven really exist

It's something only the dead know lol

No way to tell

Ive had many thoughts of what heaven may be

Such as, what if life is about training your soul to be more pure. And we are in life, and humand create

So what if our next life is us creating on a larger scale

Chaos's heaven is full of big titty, large cock ladyboys

Every person is in a way their own god

Kinky Lola by Francobollo

We get to do our own thing, make our ideal worlds

It’s still humanly possible to bring back life before brain function quits

Learning from the experiences of our own lives and worlds

Honestly I think its a beautiful idea

Only thing that scares me about dying is if people won’t remember as a great person

What I figure is that once I die, I can be at peace. I will no longer be worrying about everyone or everything. Just sleep.

I wish it was like sleep

Okay so I know it's cringe but I think eternal nothingness and everybody forgetting is very comforting

Because it helps me realize no matter how bad things get, there's an ending to this horror novel

And even if it's great from here out