I did give everything some thought. I don't know how feasible this is but I think I could work up my confidence best by doing some solo runs, just the flyers / stickers a bit outside my immediate area before doing anything bigger. Of course, I don't have any promat to put up at the moment. I still have to meet up with Clarke to get that. I guess while meeting up with him he could give me some tips on setting up promat in case anything else was missed that time after the interview. I just feel freaking sketched out. It gets at me, that this is entirely because PF has no other choice than to operate the way it does, stuff has to be vague, there are a lot of unknowns. I hate that, but it's all the more reason for the organization to keep fighting, because it's messed up that it has to be that way in the first place. Eventually, if PF is successful, I know people will be able to be open about reality and what makes this nation what it is ... without having their life ruined. I just feel animal anxiety about this stuff, like I'm about to be kidnapped!.. Don't want to sound like a schizo but that's how it really is.