Alright, I literally just find more than 20 jobs

Define large scale

From Minnesota

I only have so much ability to learn in me and I'm not going to distract myself with a COMPLETELY different field.

All the way over in Texas

I have my own goals.

Tim, do you namefag on /pol/?

Your own goals need to accommodate reality

Yeah.

Make minimum wage 50 usd per hour, problem solved

The reality is I will kill myself if it doesn't pan out.

You have a skill for art why not do something with that.

https://www.indeed.com/l-Houston,-TX-jobs.html

Literally

Through google

Because all the other bridges are burnt. Marriage is never happening. Home ownership is never happening. And retirement is never happening.

Shit you live in Houston?

No I live in Minnesota

So you say "Well change your career path too"

No.

What would you like to do @Scribblehatch

That was to prove how easy it is to find jobs.

How old are you @Scribblehatch

Scrib refuses to clean his room

The only thing you can't take away from me is my dignity.

Scribblehatch will make sure things don't work out so that he can kill himself.

I'm not changing what I've always intended to do.

This is not a can't, just a won't

yeesh this shit is getting dark

Because even if I did do it

I would end up blowing my brains out

It was starting to creep in at my last job.

And now it's even darker

Sounds like you need therapy.

I couldn't take it anymore. It wasn't even paying enough anyway.

Yeah and therapy also costs money I don't have, innit.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

True.

It's not to late though.

I've tried to join art related things that would've gotten me paid.

You're just digging yourself a deeper and deeper hole every year