Message from @Bodark Actual
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Man I was gonna mention that earlier and forgot
She fucked with my head bad
And I let it happen
Never tell them they do that to you tho or they'll use it
I told this hoe last Friday everything
I tried guilt tripping her ass
I was just going to college, she left me and pretty much said so we can see other people (she wanted to hoe), and I went through a bad depression. I had a mini 14 in my mouth at one point
If you ever find yourself saying "you make me feel (*anything negative*)" in a conversation with a female, stop, because they'll lose respect.
Damn tho man I'm sorry you felt that way fr
I was just guilt tripping and being dumb because I was drunk lol.
But yeah man I was crazy overweight too. Within a year I went from being overweight and suicidal to losing like 60lbs, meeting my wife, and joining the Army
Sounds like you just needed to buff your confidence
Being overweight is actually so bad for self confidence
It is man. And I let myself go again since I been out like 3 years now
Like I'm fit again at 177 but back in October I was 195 and everything about me was unconfident
Man I was like 250-260 lol
I'm only 5'10"
Ahhh
I'm 6'1
Gotcha yeah
So I'm solid
By ice I mean Hockey rink
Not drugs
Hahaha
Fuck yeah man
Lol
I got a gym membership and have been trying to hit it when I can but I'm literally getting fucked in hw rn
Homework lol
Gotta make time
Literally prioritize your schedule around it
I know man, I'm thinking about going after class now
Yeet
I get out kinda early
Do it
I'm struggling in a couple classes too so like I'm trying to give myself extra time to study
Pick up a sport and use it to motivate you
Nothing will get you in the gym faster than being the worst guy on a shit tier team because you can't run or swim or skate or whatever
It's not a good feeling
Haha
That's definitely an idea