@Curie *[Patient displays irrational belief that they are not in fact a raging homosexual, how ever our preliminary studies would suggest that they are in fact "Triple Gay"]*

ah

thats alot of gay

depending on the mental illness, however i would have to check the records

If I, a person, has been through traumatic events and left with a wound in the shape of a puzzle piece

Would it not be natural for me to try and fill out that missing piece with things that is reminiscent of what the missing piece originally was

would that wound... perhaps form a sort of phallic shape?

No, for you see

potentially a phallic shape of say... African heritage?

I am not gay

Does the missing piece have a penis?

I just not whole

And to be whole, as an individual, I need to have that missing piece filled with a substitute

this would be the african phallus you speak of

no, it would be in their presence as a paternal figure

*[patient seems reluctant to accept the reality of homosexuality... perhaps electric shock therapy might provide results]*

They pay with me affection and take on a fatherly figure reminiscing role

do you have any irrational fear of power sockets per chance?

Come to think of it

any history of high blood pressure or irregular breathing or heart palpitations?

Power sockets, lightning and thunder

can give me minor panic attacks

Oh and also, I sometimes wake up in the middle of the night, with a fading image of white hair

I could try and draw what I see in my dreams

the sheer thought of it gives me the chills

*[patient may not be suitable for electric shock therapy due to a history of anxiety, however given the seriousness of the condition it may be worth the risk to put the fear of god into the negro loving little faggot]*

tell me, what is the importance of the melanin?

None

It's the opposite

The unimportance of it

The reason I like dark skinned costumers is not a personal preference towards their colour

it's their price

they pay more

*[patient appears to be driven by the allure of taboo and fetishised melanin enriched individuals.... fascinating]*

But no matter how much time I spend filling out the missing piece of my being

you feeling comfortable? another drink perhaps?

I wake up in sweaty anxiety panics

are you sure it is *sweat?*

And as said I am left with an image of a person with white hair, but I can never see it clearly

I can't make out the face, but I tried to draw the face if every day i wake up from it

this is it, i can't quite make out what it is, i hoped you could make sense of this Rorschach reminiscent image