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you need to find the peace within yourself first

Pretty sure she was into me

You should have gone for it lol

She was liike 40

And I'm not into sleeping around

I've slept with a 32 year old with a kid half my age lol

Yuck

Cheap

I guess, but she was hot and I was horny

If I have sex

If

I want it to be because A. It's baby making time

And B. I see the woman as at least a partial fit to a worthy mate

Outside of that

Nah, I like semen retention

>>I see the woman as at least a partial fit to a worthy mate
just find someone you desire and care for. That's what love is

That could be anyone though

And problematic long temr

I can love someone that isn't a good fit

If they're not a good fit then you won't love them in accordance with your own logic

False

So they won't be the "anyone"

I don't really see romantic love much

Honest

More risk vs reward

What has finance done to me

*cri*

you're setting yourself up to be unhappy then though

Because there will always be a hotter woman with better proportions that makes her the more perfect breeding partner. Either you need to decide monogamy isn't for you or base your love on the person they are and the way they treat you.

Or

I can remain single

And die to that desire

Which is fine but it seems like an incomplete life. I see men and women as the yin and yang; complementary forces that work better together than separately

I believe that creates a dependancy

Yes

They do work good together

Can

And you might be riht

But I'm starting to think

I'm starting to think I like the pain

Of growing