But at other times I see how mom and dad mellowed so much for them after they were born, and honestly they're better off without me at least in the childhood

That's the unfortunate part when you are far apart though

But the apprehension exists, and if they ever reach out to me, I will help them no matter how bratty they are

Exactly

You get a parental bond instead of a sibling one

I moved out of the same house as my brother when I was thirteen

He was eight years younger than me

So I get the distance

It's there even though you don't want it to be

Yep

Buuut he still gets in contact with me every once in awhile

So. I give him weed at the holidays lol

Lol he hits you up for the good stuff bruh

That's sweet man

Sibling goals

Yeah. I figured what I lacked in presence I'd make up for in coolnes

That and I usually lied for him

Ish

Muhehe

I mean. He would use me in his lies and sometimes I'd back him up lol

Sibs sticking up for each other

Well. A big sisters gotta be good for something

I needed to leave cause of my own family stuff at the time

He didn't get to leave

I get it so bad

It's gonna be the same for me

Yeah. It's different but the same

I gotta leave, and even if I talke my sibs with me that would be kidnapping lmaoo

Plus I can't parent for shit

And that's okay

Kids are annoying

Learning how to take care of yourself is hard enough

I hated kids AS a kid oof

I know right

Yeah me too

I like them now though

Noice

kids are coo...when you're ready

But I had to be selfish first

i plan on like 4 for myself lol

but later in life