Message from @Nero Black

Discord ID: 660685867719065600


2019-12-29 03:23:13 UTC  

i know these pics, but i dont remember being in them

2019-12-29 03:23:33 UTC  

its like ill never know whether kid me was happy or not

2019-12-29 03:24:18 UTC  

it varies

2019-12-29 03:24:23 UTC  

theres good and bad times

2019-12-29 03:24:29 UTC  

most are probably mediocre

2019-12-29 03:24:30 UTC  

true

2019-12-29 03:24:36 UTC  

i have some good memories with my father too

2019-12-29 03:24:40 UTC  

sometimes i wish he wasnt shit

2019-12-29 03:24:53 UTC  

sometimes i really miss a father figure but oh well, what can i do

2019-12-29 03:24:54 UTC  

lol pretty sure my life was mediocre as a golden child

2019-12-29 03:27:13 UTC  

Mine was bad

2019-12-29 03:27:24 UTC  

I have some scars to prove it too

2019-12-29 03:27:50 UTC  

i have a single scar on my body

2019-12-29 03:27:53 UTC  

my hand

2019-12-29 03:28:02 UTC  

a classmate stabbed me with a pencil in 6. grade

2019-12-29 03:28:03 UTC  

I have several, but eh

2019-12-29 03:28:42 UTC  

my legs are fucking scarry from being a clumsy bitch and having a skin picking problem

2019-12-29 03:29:28 UTC  

my legs have bad skin...

2019-12-29 03:29:31 UTC  

I never saw the appeal of treating people bad for scars.

2019-12-29 03:29:34 UTC  

stupid skin condition i have

2019-12-29 03:29:45 UTC  

My stepfather im pretty sure tried to kill me, i've been stabbed bitten burnt hung upside down forced to eat questionable stuff. etc. etc.

2019-12-29 03:29:57 UTC  

fucking hell

2019-12-29 03:30:39 UTC  

I've been stabbed, beaten, and many other things.

2019-12-29 03:30:46 UTC  

My back used to be covered in scars on my left side.

2019-12-29 03:30:52 UTC  

I ended up getting skin grafts to cover them.

2019-12-29 03:31:00 UTC  

oh

2019-12-29 03:31:07 UTC  

my father used to hit me a lot, but no scars

2019-12-29 03:31:15 UTC  

same, but mom

2019-12-29 03:31:25 UTC  

never started bleeding or whatever

2019-12-29 03:31:37 UTC  

i get tattoos but it freaks out the artist usually when i dont flinch or complain

2019-12-29 03:31:43 UTC  

all these scars, put together by dumb me from being clumsy

2019-12-29 03:31:52 UTC  

wow

2019-12-29 03:32:00 UTC  

you dont feel pain?

2019-12-29 03:32:16 UTC  

My pain tolerance is pretty high.

2019-12-29 03:32:19 UTC  

You don't feel things after a while.

2019-12-29 03:32:28 UTC  

I feel it, but it was so common in my child hood that's its not uncomfortable anymore

2019-12-29 03:32:30 UTC  

Good example: You get hit. all you feel is the "thud" of impact.

2019-12-29 03:32:35 UTC  

You know you got punched, but it doesn't hurt.

2019-12-29 03:32:45 UTC  

like squeaks said

2019-12-29 03:32:56 UTC  

you can feel the needles going in but it's like meh

2019-12-29 03:32:57 UTC  

It's why whenever someone hits me, I don't feel it lmao