Message from @sleepysclmsft

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2020-01-07 17:03:32 UTC  

Hah that's pretty awesome

2020-01-07 17:03:45 UTC  

I had a panic attack the night before I had to leave and almost didn't go

2020-01-07 17:03:56 UTC  

But I'd prepaid for the ticket so by God I made myself go

2020-01-07 17:04:14 UTC  

I had a connecting flight to Dallas through Frankfurt

2020-01-07 17:04:26 UTC  

And it was like a turning point in my life

2020-01-07 17:04:30 UTC  

I didn't even book a hotel until I got there like a true crazy person

2020-01-07 17:04:47 UTC  

Ooh! I like airports

2020-01-07 17:04:47 UTC  

Only Sye things

2020-01-07 17:05:14 UTC  

I realized then and there how fucking sheltered I was in life, and the level of freedom I wanted

2020-01-07 17:05:32 UTC  

I did the same thing when I moved to Toronto. Paid for an apartment without looking at it, filled my beater car up with as much shit as I could. And drove out there to start a new life

2020-01-07 17:05:51 UTC  

Freedom is the best

2020-01-07 17:05:57 UTC  

I did not talke off my abaya cause then it would look like I'm going to a party, but that was the longest I took my hinab off in public for a long time

2020-01-07 17:06:25 UTC  

But oof the whole thing put things in perspective in an adrenaline pumping way

2020-01-07 17:06:36 UTC  

Shit

2020-01-07 17:06:39 UTC  

I used to take my shirt off at parties and run around in a bra

2020-01-07 17:06:42 UTC  

..

2020-01-07 17:06:43 UTC  

..

2020-01-07 17:06:45 UTC  

Yeah...

2020-01-07 17:06:46 UTC  

You're my spirit animal

2020-01-07 17:06:48 UTC  

Cringe

2020-01-07 17:06:50 UTC  

Oof

2020-01-07 17:06:54 UTC  

Lol

2020-01-07 17:07:03 UTC  

But if I didn't have a filter that's what I'd do

2020-01-07 17:07:03 UTC  

Freedom!

2020-01-07 17:07:06 UTC  

Syenite was that girl

2020-01-07 17:07:13 UTC  

Lol

2020-01-07 17:07:52 UTC  

Yeah I got a reputation. But I really didn't slut around. I just... Liked to show off I guess

2020-01-07 17:07:55 UTC  

Daddy issues? Idunno

2020-01-07 17:08:15 UTC  

I mean, after that trip I took off my hijab whenever I wasnt around mom, except in 11th, and tbh, she still doesn't knownlol

2020-01-07 17:08:23 UTC  

I think daddy issues would be more getting run train on

2020-01-07 17:08:26 UTC  

Lol

2020-01-07 17:08:42 UTC  

Liking to show off makes sense

2020-01-07 17:08:44 UTC  

Yeah I did almost get run over by a train

2020-01-07 17:08:52 UTC  

I love showing off

2020-01-07 17:08:59 UTC  

Wtf wow

2020-01-07 17:09:00 UTC  

Yeah getting hit by a train is so slutty

2020-01-07 17:09:03 UTC  

I feel it was just a show off thing. I used to get in stage and dance at parties too

2020-01-07 17:09:06 UTC  

Lmaooo

2020-01-07 17:09:14 UTC  

Nah, stages are not for me

2020-01-07 17:09:26 UTC  

But whenever I can, I brag

2020-01-07 17:09:34 UTC  

It is a thing I should improve on