Message from @Squeaks

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2020-01-28 11:55:05 UTC  

The feeling when

2020-01-28 11:55:16 UTC  

ooooh

2020-01-28 11:55:20 UTC  

Mhm.

2020-01-28 11:55:28 UTC  

I decided unconciously to shut them off for the day.

2020-01-28 11:55:48 UTC  

Tfw I had a shitty weekend, and all it took was 2 free hours to get my crops watered my skin cleared and my ankle painless

2020-01-28 11:55:56 UTC  

How's that possible

2020-01-28 11:55:57 UTC  

Jk

2020-01-28 11:56:00 UTC  

How's what possible

2020-01-28 11:56:04 UTC  

Shutting yourself down emotionally?

2020-01-28 11:56:08 UTC  

Basically it was refreshing

2020-01-28 11:56:24 UTC  

You can just numb your feelings

2020-01-28 11:56:28 UTC  

But now my leg hurt again, it's better than ever though

2020-01-28 11:56:30 UTC  

Yes, you can.

2020-01-28 11:56:33 UTC  

But you can't totally shut them down

2020-01-28 11:56:36 UTC  

Yeah I do that a lot

2020-01-28 11:56:36 UTC  

You can.

2020-01-28 11:56:43 UTC  

I've done this for years lmao.

2020-01-28 11:56:46 UTC  

You just don't recognise them

2020-01-28 11:56:48 UTC  

Hm

2020-01-28 11:56:50 UTC  

Less that and more

2020-01-28 11:56:51 UTC  

I feel it

2020-01-28 11:56:53 UTC  

But I bury it.

2020-01-28 11:57:00 UTC  

Same

2020-01-28 11:57:02 UTC  

I've said this a few times. I put my emotions in mental jars.

2020-01-28 11:57:04 UTC  

Throw away the jar

2020-01-28 11:57:07 UTC  

Forget it ever existed

2020-01-28 11:57:11 UTC  

Oof

2020-01-28 11:57:16 UTC  

I still have jars

2020-01-28 11:57:18 UTC  

So say you have a shelf FULL of those jars @Vostroyan Guardsman

2020-01-28 11:57:21 UTC  

But they're jars

2020-01-28 11:57:26 UTC  

How do you shut down your emotions?

2020-01-28 11:57:31 UTC  

Sweep the jars off the shelf and shatter them.

2020-01-28 11:57:32 UTC  

🤷

2020-01-28 11:57:36 UTC  

Lucky

2020-01-28 11:57:42 UTC  

I can't make that visual

2020-01-28 11:57:57 UTC  

Cause seeing things break makes me emotional

2020-01-28 11:58:06 UTC  

So I just ignore the feels

2020-01-28 11:58:16 UTC  

Ignoring catches up.

2020-01-28 11:58:35 UTC  

But I mostly dwell in them, figure out what's wrong and take the next emotion wave to surf

2020-01-28 11:58:47 UTC  

I'm a feels kid

2020-01-28 11:58:53 UTC  

Did I mention I am emo?